March 2025

valtsv:

daily affirmation: someone wants to cut a hole in you and fuck you through it, buddy. you just have to get out there and find them.

sparks-out:

thinking about an AU where Elias is Jon’s father who isn’t directly responsible for raising him but who visits on occasion. The visits stop for about a year, and then Mr. Spider happens, and about a month later Elias is at their door again.

He’s slightly. Different now, and it’s strange, but Jon was never really that close to his dad before and now he’s taking a more active interest in his son’s life. Clever and charming and funny in a dry sort of way. And affectionate, when Jon’s very very lucky. He can’t raise Jon himself no matter how much he begs. Doesn’t have the time nor desire ti be a single father, but Jon is interesting, and Elias wants to keep him in his life. Guide him, maybe. He’s ripe for Beholding….

Of course Jon grows up feeling Very Normal about his father. It’s not romantic love, really (nothing ever really has been, for Jon). But it’s the closest he’s ever gotten and he wonders if it might be. It’s this quiet, aching desperation. He wants- needs his father in his life. Longs for his approval and affection. To be near him. It’s all messy and tangled and painful. When he was younger he used to imagine what it would be like to be held by Elias. To sleep in his arms. When he was older he started to imagine… other things.

The summer before he starts college he spends a few weeks with Elias down in London. It’s not the first time, he’s been allowed the occasional weekend or vacation once he was old enough. It’s always been intense. Difficult. Being so close to Elias yet feeling so far. Paralyzed by the wrongness of his feelings, the weight of them. Confusing and heavy and ill-defined. Wanting touch and affection and… and something. And perhaps one night Elias shares a bottle of wine with him. Sits ever-so-slightly too close to him on the couch. And perhaps Jon drinks a little too much, finds himself curled into Elias’ arms, warm and safe and secure. Body singing with the contact. And when Elias sways in slightly closer (maybe to kiss Jon’s forehead, maybe just from the drink (maybe something else)) it’s Jon who reaches up to cup his cheek and kiss him, awkward and sloppy and so, so hungry for everything his father can give him. He knows its wrong, knows he’ll hate himself for it in the morning. But right now Elias is kissing him back. Is going so easily when Jon tugs him down, heavy and strong and pinning Jon to the couch. It’s Jon who opens his legs, lifts his hips for his father to remove his trousers. Who shakily nods when Elias asks if he’s sure, so gentle and soft. Moaning and whimpering as Elias’ clever fingers begin to spread him open. Crying out when his father finally, finally pushes deep inside. Jon’s never had his dad so close. He feels like he’s drowning, he feels so good.

I’m. Torn. on what happens next. On the one hand, there’s an Appeal in Jon and Elias continuing their affair. Just for that week, I think. A mutual (unspoken) agreement that they’ll be leaving it behind when Jon goes off to college. Jon spending his days exploring London or spending time with his father, and his nights cumming on Elias’ cock, pressed down into the mattress or trying to ride him.

But. Perhaps it was their last night together. Perhaps in the morning Elias drove Jon to the train station, dawn just barely breaking the sky. Cupped his son’s cheek. Pulled him in for a soft, slow kiss. Then… sent him back home.

Or maybe it’s just something neither of them talk about, in the morning. Elias smoothly sliding back into the role of Jon’s father (or at least. That’s how Jon wants to think of it. That Elias wasn’t his father, wasn’t acting like his father when they had sex), Jon clumsily trying to pretend everything is normal. Something stilted and strained between them in the last few days before Jon’s sent back home……

Either way he thinks that’s the last of it. Just one night (or a few) of everything he longed for for so many years. Feeling loved and pleasured and utterly adored, and now he has to carry this secret for the rest of his life. But it’ll be alright. Who’s even in his life to tell?

He gets very sick, just a few weeks after classes start. Throwing up at all hours. A fluctuating appetite. He doesn’t think about how he isn’t on birth control, about how neither of them could pull away long enough to slip on a condom. About how he rolled his hips onto Elias’ cock, whispered “inside, dad, please-“ he isn’t. He can’t be.

But the sickness doesn’t stop. And the fatigue is so heavy, so constant. His appetite fickle and strange. He waits, still. Drags it out as long as he can even as his grades begin to slip. Finally, after almost a month, he gives in and takes the test.

It’s positive.

skiesandcandy:

Brain work. I need to think of all the fun psychological problems I could give jon in the au. I think he still has a rape kink for different reasons. But idk what else. Hmmmm. Hed be very very different in this so it’s hard.

skiesandcandy:

I am now thinking about Jon touching himself whimpering for his dad spreading his legs to show off his dripping cunt knowing he’s busy but he doesn’t care he’s lonely and wants to be full, and he SAID he could ask whenever he wanted. Whining so cutely into his pillow until he breaks, and he might get punished but he’ll get showered in attention either way so he doesn’t mind <3

skiesandcandy:

Please think about jon getting his first extra eyeballs and immediately going to his dad to either be terrified or show them off or maybe a mix of both and basking in his praise and taking off his shirt to show how more keeping opening and elias looks at him hungrily and in that moment he just feels so special, like the only person in the world, and does it matter he shouldn’t let him touch him like this when it feels good and he can See so clearly all of a sudden,,

I think when Jon was younger he wet the bed and also Elias should get to take advantage of this when he’s older <3

Making sure Jon goes before bed. Just sitting there and watching, Jon ashamed that he’s a grown man whose own father is monitoring his peeing but achingly aroused, dripping wet whenever Elias mocks him for wetting the bed in his youth.

And maybe one evening he finally cedes and agrees that Jon can take care of himself, a devilish little smirk on his face. Lets Jon get ready for bed and use the bathroom all on his own. Jon climbing into bed beside him (they sleep in the same bed, have for a good few years now. Nothing inappropriate, of course. It’s just the best way for Elias to make sure his son gets enough sleep, to comfort him if he has a nightmare.) Elias pulling Jon into his arms, waiting until Jon has been asleep for hours, slipping his fingers beneath Jon’s shirt, finding his bladder and pressing on it, just hard enough for the urine to flow out of Jon’s pants, a stain spreading on his trousers, Elias’ cock half-hard in his own pants.

In the morning, Jon wakes to discover that he’s soaked them both with pee. Elias grinning, face pressed into the crook of Jon’s neck. A finger slipping into his pants, stroking through his folds, Jon shuddering and gasping in his father’s arms. “Oh? And what’s this, Jon?”

That night, Jon shamefully opens the bathroom door to let Elias “supervise”

skiesandcandy:

Still mildly holding back some of my Thoughts related to je incest. Trying to think of whether or not a thought I have would be too much? Hm

I guess since I’m not being shy about the incest kink I might as well fess up. My number one Preferred Kink Configuration for porn is, very specifically, rough and violent incest noncon with unwilling arousal, forced orgasm, and forced breeding. Its my favorite porn flavor. There is nothing I find sexier.

I think you should watch Stoker

Afraid I don’t know what that is lol. I…. kinda live under a rock haha

Jon getting pregnant by his own father…….

Elias sinking deep inside the body he helped make and changing it, making Jon his all over again. Everybody already knows Jon is Elias’ child, and now they get to see him carry Elias’ child.

Of course, they’re both very careful never to do or say anything which might betray the true nature of their relationship, but there’s definitely a… a strange energy between them that others pick up on.

Jon letting his father care for him while he’s sick. Resting his head in Elias’ lap as he reads to him, one of his father’s hands resting warm and possessive on his growing stomach. Fingers running over the stretch marks over and over again, even as Elias’ warm voice soothes Jon to sleep. Elias taking food to Jon, making whatever he craves and bringing it to him. Holding Jon. Fucking him, whenever he needs it. Tenderly making love to him too.

I think the pregnancy makes Jon miserable and guilt over their relationship all over again. I think he needs more cnc scenes, needs scenes where Elias punishes him. Spanks him and calls him a slut, so eager for cock that he’ll spread his legs for his own father. That he’ll let Elias do so many things to him. Spanking Jon raw, forcing his cock inside, every harsh thrust making the bruises sing, finishing inside and then lovingly pulling Jon into his lap, where he can cry and sob his feelings out all warm and safe in his arms.

Elias bringing Jon to all his appointments, sitting with him. Someone there telling Jon how lucky he is to have such a supportive father. They’re sure Elias will be a great granddad. Jon feels such a complicated, tangled mess of emotions over that one…

And when Jon starts to lactate……. <3<3<3<3<3

Maybe the first time it happens Jon is in Elias’ office to complain about something and the pregnancy comes up. Jon annoyed at how full he feels. How sore his chest is. Elias’ eyes going wide, him backing Jon over onto the couch in his office. Pinning him down onto it, unbuttoning his shirt, staring at every inch of revealed skin with hungry, hungry eyes. His son, sore and aching and full of Elias, of course he’s hard. Of course he needs to see for himself. Pull down Jon’s bra. Cup the soft, round swell of his son’s breasts. Squeeze them, Jon moaning as a small bit of milk squirts out. Elias eagerly lapping it up before latching on and beginning to suckle at his swollen breasts. One of Elias’ hands creeping down to feel for all the places he’ll be leaving a permanent mark on Jon. Eventually coming to rest above Jon’s bladder. He continues to drink greedily, slipping a thigh between Jon’s legs so he has something to hump. Jon crying out softly, rolling his hips into the solid, steady warmth of Elias’ leg. Elias pressing on his bladder. His son writhing and gasping beneath him, “no, wait, please- I’m going to-” moaning as he can’t help himself anymore, letting out a long, thick stream of urine into his pants, Elias’ own growing damp from the contact. The humiliation, the feel of his father eagerly suckling from him, the pleasure of finally peeing like he needed to and the mortification of wetting himself makes Jon cum, shaking and crying out as he trembles beneath his father.

anaceshornyblog:

What if we mix omegaverse into Jon is Elias kid AU? Do you see my vision?

I think Jon should have fantasies where Elias reveals to him that the reason he had Jon was to raise him to be his perfect personal sex toy. And that he loved him and was so so proud of him. Knew he’d do such a good job. His perfect boy. And Jon can scream and thrash and fight it all he wants but there’s nothing he can do to stop Elias from restraining him, from pushing deep inside him. Using him again and again and again.

He’s often chained in Elias’ office in these fantasies. Has put an awful lot of thought into how he’d be kept both secure and hidden. How he’d spend hours under Elias’ desk, helpless to do anything to resist the intrusion of his father’s cock in his mouth, his cunt, his ass. What if he was his father’s personal urinal? His cocksleeve? His pet? What if Elias told him how good he was at sucking cock? What if he got Jon pregnant? All round and perfect and full of his father’s child?
One of Jon’s personal favorites is one where his dad edges him for hours when he’s heavily pregnant. Keeps Jon pleasured but unable to finish until he’s so desperate he breaks and begs for his dad’s cock in him. Elias pulling Jon into his lap and bouncing him on his prick, Jon knowing he could get up, leave, try and run, but the overwhelming sensation of being filled and the fatigue of pregnancy and how difficult it would be to run when he’s so round and heavy are enough to keep him in place, bouncing and whining and moaning on his dad’s cock.

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I think Jon should have fantasies where Elias reveals to him that the reason he had Jon was to raise him to be his perfect personal sex toy. And that he loved him and was so so proud of him. Knew he’d do such a good job. His perfect boy. And Jon can scream and thrash and fight it all he wants but there’s nothing he can do to stop Elias from restraining him, from pushing deep inside him. Using him again and again and again.

He’s often chained in Elias’ office in these fantasies. Has put an awful lot of thought into how he’d be kept both secure and hidden. How he’d spend hours under Elias’ desk, helpless to do anything to resist the intrusion of his father’s cock in his mouth, his cunt, his ass. What if he was his father’s personal urinal? His cocksleeve? His pet? What if Elias told him how good he was at sucking cock? What if he got Jon pregnant? All round and perfect and full of his father’s child?
One of Jon’s personal favorites is one where his dad edges him for hours when he’s heavily pregnant. Keeps Jon pleasured but unable to finish until he’s so desperate he breaks and begs for his dad’s cock in him. Elias pulling Jon into his lap and bouncing him on his prick, Jon knowing he could get up, leave, try and run, but the overwhelming sensation of being filled and the fatigue of pregnancy and how difficult it would be to run when he’s so round and heavy are enough to keep him in place, bouncing and whining and moaning on his dad’s cock.

Btw this also applies to a Jon who isn’t related to Elias. Jon who pretends his boss is his father. Who incorporates the reveal into the fantasy. Imagines him crooning in Jon’s ear about how he had always kept an eye on his son, had waited so very long to meet him, to finally have him like this. How he knew Jon would be perfect for it. Was gagging for his dad’s cock even if he didn’t know it. Murmuring all these awful, filthy things as he rapes Jon for the first time. The guilt is overwhelming but it never manages to stop him from masturbating to the thought…..

skiesandcandy:

The only reason je’s weird ass sex life doesn’t go up in flames is because elias can read his mind btw. Jon says “I’m fine with you being rude to me.” And what he means is “can you pretend I’m just a dumb little dog but it’s okay because I was just made to make you feel good and don’t have to do anything else, because I’m so good at it and I deserve to be treated like it.”

skiesandcandy:

Jon loudly thinking his fantasies towards elias instead of actually opening his mouth and Saying It and elias just nodding at him and that’s it. That’s the conversation. Why would you communicate when you can read minds

skiesandcandy:

Elias telling Jon to keep an eye on his drinks as a “I’m going to drug you” is so fun actually. Thinking about Jon realizing he’s so tired. His eyes are so heavy and he’s so wet for some reason and thinkings so hard and confusing and then he remembers and he’s slurring his words through his work knowing Elias is going to come up behind him at any moment. And he won’t be able to see it coming. Won’t even notice. His eyes are so heavy and his brain is moving so slowly and he can’t do anything. Soon he’s just going to be something for him to use for a little while.

skiesandcandy:

Why is sleepy + horny a really good combo though. Jon drugged and a little dumb and touching himself so confused barely knowing anything,, barely remembering hes started to touch himself, just whining quietly and dripping all over his chair…not even thinking about it.

Jon wetting hinself while he’s drugged… Elias asking if he had an accident… halahsgeetisyshsrsfudktfegrbionrnb i am chewing on it……..

Thinking about Jon bush again <3 that man does NOT shave his cunt <3<3<3<3

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Thinking about Jon bush again <3 that man does NOT shave his cunt <3<3<3<3

skiesandcandy:

I think Elias when most comfortable is not shaved. He has chest hair he is so so hairy he Hates shaving. Like he’ll do it to be considered Good Looking but he won’t enjoy it. And I think jon either being HNFHFFHFHJFJFJFJF about him being hairy or being like. It’s a body. Who cares about it could fix him a little. Ok. In my beautiful mind elias has a Lot of chest hair and jon has to sit down when he sees it for the first time.

At some point over my development I tossed out whatever part of me would’ve driven me to want to have sex with people and replaced it with the Prey Drive. Which is why I want to violently maul Jon to death <3<3<3<3

re-kairos:

if I were Annabelle Cane I would be so tempted to fill Jon with spiders. man made to be full of spiders

It is Very Important that Jon becomes pregnant. His own wishes on the matter are irrelevant.

skiesandcandy:

Jons attraction for elias is directly mixed up with his gender envy for him and his complicated feelings for him. It’s all one big soup okay. And it’s all also directly related to his asexuality not in spite of it. Do you see my vision.

skiesandcandy:

I don’t know how the hell jon would find out that there are now aus where elias is his actual dad but I think he should find out. I think he would be very normal about this information.

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Au Jon seeing his other self looking at him with open envy and desperation and self hatred and just like goddamn man what’d i do until he learns he was Not jonahs son biologically and he makes a comment about “probably pretty lucky for that” like he’s not obviously seething with envy like his thoughts aren’t screaming I WISH I WAS YOU so loudly it honestly hurts a little. Could he like. Tone it down a little

Au Jon peeking into his brain anf seeing what happened between him and jonah and just going WHAT. and jons like what you didn’t know he was evil?? And au jons like I’m not gonna lie man. The incest and the mind reading kind of tipped me off.

All jokes aside though can you imagine meeting a version of yourself and you have everything they hate themself for wanting. And they hate you for having it. For being happy. Because they could be that happy too if they just got worse. The sheer hatred in their eyes melting away into envy and just sadness as they fuck,, grieving the fact that he doesnt have this and maybe he’ll never get jonah back (he will) and he will never be a good enough person to stop missing him and he’s going to have to go back to pretending to be human after having this. And meanwhile au jons just like. Baffled and having a few crises. Like here’s a version of him that actually tried to be a good person and failed completely even without being related to elias. (Here’s a version of him that didn’t have elias’ love and support and crumbled without it.)

Guess who finally downloaded the WW inappropriate unlock <3<3<3<3

Having a quick break to make myself some tea. So far nothing much has happened. Elias finds his son very attractive, but flirting hasn’t gone anywhere… (Jon is grayromantic, and so sometimes he isn’t interested in flirting). Later in the evening I sent Elias outside to build his logic skill. Jon’s libido flared, so I decided it might be nice to have him masturbate while Elias peeps on him <3

(They’re both window-peeping enthusiasts. exhibitionists also (eyevatars are perverts <3))

Jon didn’t notice his father watching him (or taking photos (which he did autonomously)) but they both had a very good time <3 I’m thinking next time they get horny at the same time I’ll try having Elias seduce Jon <3. We’ll see….

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Having a quick break to make myself some tea. So far nothing much has happened. Elias finds his son very attractive, but flirting hasn’t gone anywhere… (Jon is grayromantic, and so sometimes he isn’t interested in flirting). Later in the evening I sent Elias outside to build his logic skill. Jon’s libido flared, so I decided it might be nice to have him masturbate while Elias peeps on him <3

(They’re both window-peeping enthusiasts. exhibitionists also (eyevatars are perverts <3))

Jon didn’t notice his father watching him (or taking photos (which he did autonomously)) but they both had a very good time <3 I’m thinking next time they get horny at the same time I’ll try having Elias seduce Jon <3. We’ll see….

HELP IT TURNS OUT I LEFT THE GAME ON AND ELIAS DIED FROM SUN OVEREXPOSURE UHHHHHHHH

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Having a quick break to make myself some tea. So far nothing much has happened. Elias finds his son very attractive, but flirting hasn’t gone anywhere… (Jon is grayromantic, and so sometimes he isn’t interested in flirting). Later in the evening I sent Elias outside to build his logic skill. Jon’s libido flared, so I decided it might be nice to have him masturbate while Elias peeps on him <3

(They’re both window-peeping enthusiasts. exhibitionists also (eyevatars are perverts <3))

Jon didn’t notice his father watching him (or taking photos (which he did autonomously)) but they both had a very good time <3 I’m thinking next time they get horny at the same time I’ll try having Elias seduce Jon <3. We’ll see….

HELP IT TURNS OUT I LEFT THE GAME ON AND ELIAS DIED FROM SUN OVEREXPOSURE UHHHHHHHH

He’s back <3

The progress reset was annoying BUT Elias did get to successfully complement Jon’s appearance this time. Here’s his relationship panel with his son <3

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Having a quick break to make myself some tea. So far nothing much has happened. Elias finds his son very attractive, but flirting hasn’t gone anywhere… (Jon is grayromantic, and so sometimes he isn’t interested in flirting). Later in the evening I sent Elias outside to build his logic skill. Jon’s libido flared, so I decided it might be nice to have him masturbate while Elias peeps on him <3

(They’re both window-peeping enthusiasts. exhibitionists also (eyevatars are perverts <3))

Jon didn’t notice his father watching him (or taking photos (which he did autonomously)) but they both had a very good time <3 I’m thinking next time they get horny at the same time I’ll try having Elias seduce Jon <3. We’ll see….

HELP IT TURNS OUT I LEFT THE GAME ON AND ELIAS DIED FROM SUN OVEREXPOSURE UHHHHHHHH

He’s back <3

The progress reset was annoying BUT Elias did get to successfully complement Jon’s appearance this time. Here’s his relationship panel with his son <3

Well. I WAS going to take things slow. But I was curious to see what would happen if Jon walked in on his dad masturbating, so when Elias was feeling aroused I sent him to go jerk off and. Apparently. Jon’s reaction is asking to join.

Oh. And this too:

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Having a quick break to make myself some tea. So far nothing much has happened. Elias finds his son very attractive, but flirting hasn’t gone anywhere… (Jon is grayromantic, and so sometimes he isn’t interested in flirting). Later in the evening I sent Elias outside to build his logic skill. Jon’s libido flared, so I decided it might be nice to have him masturbate while Elias peeps on him <3

(They’re both window-peeping enthusiasts. exhibitionists also (eyevatars are perverts <3))

Jon didn’t notice his father watching him (or taking photos (which he did autonomously)) but they both had a very good time <3 I’m thinking next time they get horny at the same time I’ll try having Elias seduce Jon <3. We’ll see….

HELP IT TURNS OUT I LEFT THE GAME ON AND ELIAS DIED FROM SUN OVEREXPOSURE UHHHHHHHH

He’s back <3

The progress reset was annoying BUT Elias did get to successfully complement Jon’s appearance this time. Here’s his relationship panel with his son <3

Well. I WAS going to take things slow. But I was curious to see what would happen if Jon walked in on his dad masturbating, so when Elias was feeling aroused I sent him to go jerk off and. Apparently. Jon’s reaction is asking to join.

Oh. And this too:

HELP. JON IS ON FIRE!!

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Having a quick break to make myself some tea. So far nothing much has happened. Elias finds his son very attractive, but flirting hasn’t gone anywhere… (Jon is grayromantic, and so sometimes he isn’t interested in flirting). Later in the evening I sent Elias outside to build his logic skill. Jon’s libido flared, so I decided it might be nice to have him masturbate while Elias peeps on him <3

(They’re both window-peeping enthusiasts. exhibitionists also (eyevatars are perverts <3))

Jon didn’t notice his father watching him (or taking photos (which he did autonomously)) but they both had a very good time <3 I’m thinking next time they get horny at the same time I’ll try having Elias seduce Jon <3. We’ll see….

HELP IT TURNS OUT I LEFT THE GAME ON AND ELIAS DIED FROM SUN OVEREXPOSURE UHHHHHHHH

He’s back <3

The progress reset was annoying BUT Elias did get to successfully complement Jon’s appearance this time. Here’s his relationship panel with his son <3

Well. I WAS going to take things slow. But I was curious to see what would happen if Jon walked in on his dad masturbating, so when Elias was feeling aroused I sent him to go jerk off and. Apparently. Jon’s reaction is asking to join.

Oh. And this too:

HELP. JON IS ON FIRE!!

Elias extinguished him… and. Uh. Apparently they can shower together??

So they’re going to have a nice calming father/son shower <3 as a treat <3<3

LETS GOOOOOOOO

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LETS GOOOOOOOO

I think I’m going to let him stew in denial for a bit… wouldn’t want to confess to having been impregnated by his own father….

skiesandcandy:

Jon should have some dubiously healthy cnc with people more often to cope with his shit. Ok. It should be soooo bad and it should be the closest thing to a healthy coping mechanism he has. I need Jon “arguing” with elias to provoke him into shoving him down to teach him some respect because he feels like shit and everyone hates him and he just wants him to take it away for a moment and make him Better. And he doesn’t need to say “I feel fucking horrible and I don’t know why make it stop please” because Elias can look in his head and know exactly what’s wrong and decide what he needs and if he lets out a sigh of relief when he realizes he can’t move can’t fight elias off no matter how hard he tries, that elias is stronger than him, then it’s a good thing elias decides not to comment.

skiesandcandy:

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Jon should have some dubiously healthy cnc with people more often to cope with his shit. Ok. It should be soooo bad and it should be the closest thing to a healthy coping mechanism he has. I need Jon “arguing” with elias to provoke him into shoving him down to teach him some respect because he feels like shit and everyone hates him and he just wants him to take it away for a moment and make him Better. And he doesn’t need to say “I feel fucking horrible and I don’t know why make it stop please” because Elias can look in his head and know exactly what’s wrong and decide what he needs and if he lets out a sigh of relief when he realizes he can’t move can’t fight elias off no matter how hard he tries, that elias is stronger than him, then it’s a good thing elias decides not to comment.

Elias says he’s been far too lenient on him and he should’ve stepped in before he started acting like this, he’ll make he’ll behave himself by the end of the night whether he wants to or not and jon has to hold himself back from going oh thank GOD out loud. Jon going into elias’ office to get bullied until he stops feeling like he’s going to rip someone’s head off if they look at him wrong and elias is Aware of this. Idk. I just think it’s fun. This isn’t heavy on the unhealthy part I just. Idk. Cnc my beloved

We need to do more cnc Beholdingsex.

I think Jon should get a little too invasive with his questions towards Elias. S3. Elias getting frustrated. Pinning Jon down and beginning to narrate every dirty little fantasy Jon’s ever had. Smirking as Jon starts helplessly rutting against the air, crying and whimpering and begging Elias to stop even as he soaks himself with slick. Pressing his knee against Jon’s cunt and letting him hump it like a dog in heat. Cumming so so easily and still Elias keeps going. Jon shocked and overwhelmed with desire and shame, can’t do anything when Elias removes both their trousers and sinks inside. Demanding Jon give a statement about his kinks and fetishes until he cracks. Admits to everything. Begs for his father to fill him up and breed him. Arching his hips, moaning loudly as Elias begins to thrust hard and deep…

skiesandcandy:

Elias breeding jon as a “Well maybe you’ll be more responsible with something else to take care of” is so fun and hot actually. I need to think about it more. The first time elias said something like that it was like u could almost SEE a new permanent fantasy for jon unlocking. Do you get what I mean. They’re just both like oh ok. Jons gonna be insane about that thought forever now.

princehendir:

Everyone clap for non consensual body modification everybody loves a character whose body has been altered against their will

I think the nonconsensual body modification aspect of pregnancy really is part of the appeal for me. It’s the most terrifying, horrific part, but at the same time I love the idea of a character (Jon) being impregnated against their will, their body betraying them, changing to become someone else’s. It’s my worst nightmare, but when it happens to Jon or an OC? It’s Hot.

Taking the idea that Jon struggles to cum and running with it:

Jon masturbating, the testosterone he’s on increasing his libido but he still struggles to achieve orgasm. Beginning to fantasize about Elias. He’s so…. so sure of himself. So steady. So authoritative. What would it be like if he caught Jon masturbating? Saw how badly he was struggling. Rubbing himself raw, fingers pushing inside, pleasure building and building and building but never going anywhere… his father taking pity on him. Shushing Jon when he panics about being Seen masturbating, his dad seeing not just his glistening cunt, the hand rubbing at his cock, the tight pucker of his ass, but that Jon can’t even do it right.

And Elias being so calm, so patient. It’s alright. He knows what his boy needs. Stepping between those spread legs. Pushing Jon down when he tries to leave. Jon wants to kick him, to shove him off, but then Elias is reaching down and rubbing at his cock just right, exactly like Jon needed. Jon helpless as his body reacts to his father’s every touch, the fingers sinking inside his empty cunt. Elias who knows what he’s doing. Warm, steady hands bringing Jon pleasure, and soon enough his cunt is clenching down on his dad’s fingers as he cums and cums and cums.

Shaking and trembling through his orgasm, thinking that’s the last of it, but no. His father wants this lesson to stick. Needs Jon to learn. To pay attention to how and where Elias touches him, what brings him the most pleasure. And Jon tries. He really really does. But as the session goes on longer and longer and he just keeps cumming he just becomes less and less able to focus on anything besides how very good he feels. Elias noticing how glassy Jon’s eyes are, how he barely even responds to Elias anymore. And Elias himself is hard, of course he is, seeing his beautiful boy all pleasured and thoughtless and desperate, that greedy cunt eagerly swallowing his fingers. And so Elias decides that perhaps he should give it something else. Jon getting him all worked up, not even appreciating what Elias is trying to teach him? Maybe he should do something for his father in return. Maybe he’d take better care of himself, if he was all heavy and full of new, fragile life.

Jon’s too weak to stop Elias from thrusting deep inside. Barely even aware of anything beyond the stretch, the way his father’s shaft rubs so perfectly against his sensitive inner walls. All soft and confused as Elias begins to breed him, fills his womb with seed, Jon cumming so easily on his cock.

It’s shameful, it’s disgusting, it’s so tantalizing that it’s almost always enough for Jon to (eventually) cum on his own.

sparks-out:

Taking the idea that Jon struggles to cum and running with it:

Jon masturbating, the testosterone he’s on increasing his libido but he still struggles to achieve orgasm. Beginning to fantasize about Elias. He’s so…. so sure of himself. So steady. So authoritative. What would it be like if he caught Jon masturbating? Saw how badly he was struggling. Rubbing himself raw, fingers pushing inside, pleasure building and building and building but never going anywhere… his father taking pity on him. Shushing Jon when he panics about being Seen masturbating, his dad seeing not just his glistening cunt, the hand rubbing at his cock, the tight pucker of his ass, but that Jon can’t even do it right.

And Elias being so calm, so patient. It’s alright. He knows what his boy needs. Stepping between those spread legs. Pushing Jon down when he tries to leave. Jon wants to kick him, to shove him off, but then Elias is reaching down and rubbing at his cock just right, exactly like Jon needed. Jon helpless as his body reacts to his father’s every touch, the fingers sinking inside his empty cunt. Elias who knows what he’s doing. Warm, steady hands bringing Jon pleasure, and soon enough his cunt is clenching down on his dad’s fingers as he cums and cums and cums.

Shaking and trembling through his orgasm, thinking that’s the last of it, but no. His father wants this lesson to stick. Needs Jon to learn. To pay attention to how and where Elias touches him, what brings him the most pleasure. And Jon tries. He really really does. But as the session goes on longer and longer and he just keeps cumming he just becomes less and less able to focus on anything besides how very good he feels. Elias noticing how glassy Jon’s eyes are, how he barely even responds to Elias anymore. And Elias himself is hard, of course he is, seeing his beautiful boy all pleasured and thoughtless and desperate, that greedy cunt eagerly swallowing his fingers. And so Elias decides that perhaps he should give it something else. Jon getting him all worked up, not even appreciating what Elias is trying to teach him? Maybe he should do something for his father in return. Maybe he’d take better care of himself, if he was all heavy and full of new, fragile life.

Jon’s too weak to stop Elias from thrusting deep inside. Barely even aware of anything beyond the stretch, the way his father’s shaft rubs so perfectly against his sensitive inner walls. All soft and confused as Elias begins to breed him, fills his womb with seed, Jon cumming so easily on his cock.

It’s shameful, it’s disgusting, it’s so tantalizing that it’s almost always enough for Jon to (eventually) cum on his own.

There are also sequels. They basically always involve Jon failing to masturbate “properly” and Elias catching him and realizing he hasn’t learned yet. Sometimes Elias makes Jon show him what he’s learned, touching himself beneath his father’s watchful eye. Elias calmly correcting him, adjusting the position of his legs, his fingers, before giving up and doing it himself. Chiding Jon for struggling, for needing his father to guide him through this. Sometimes Elias simply catches him again, takes pity on him and shows him what he’s doing wrong… he revists them almost as often as the first scenario. And no matter how wrong they make him feel he can never resist thinking of them in those private moments when he needs to just unwind and cum.

transcyberism:

transcyberism:

sometimes I almost forget slut is a derogatory term. it’s so friend shaped to me. I love when things are slutty. I love sluts and slutting it up. it’s a cute word. make every day sluttier than your last. sluttttt

the kink bloggers found this post and are putting horny stuff in my notifications but I’m not even mad. the sluts are in the notes of the slut positivity post. all is as it should be.

speedruntechnically:

Every time fandom turns a beautiful pathetic service top into an aggressive daddy dom type a random person on earth dies

skiesandcandy:

SERVICE TOP ELIAS WAIT. THATS SO GOOD THOUGH. Just taking such good care of his boy especially when he’s becoming more and more beholding,,, looking so hungrily at him,,, body worship!!! Body worship!!!

Jon your dad is literally the ONLY person you are sleeping with. WHY are you uncertain??

sparks-out:

Jon your dad is literally the ONLY person you are sleeping with. WHY are you uncertain??

Jon never did end up taking that pregnancy test… but it doesn’t matter now that the second trimester has started <3 no denying it anymore I suppose…

Was poking around and got curious (don’t worry they’re keeping the baby lol) and. Um. Elias. Elias he’s like 30. Elias your son is a grown ass man you cannot do that lmao