Elias may be regularly having sex with his son, but personally I think the real problem is that he apparently decided to wear his hat and SHOES to bed.
Thinking about the incest au. Jon harboring intense, complicated feelings for his father for years. Disgusted by his thoughts and fantasies and desires. It’s his deepest darkest secret that he’s planning to take to his grave. And every now and then Elias says or does something that has him absolutely dripping with slick. Wet and aching for it…
I think someone should mistake Elias for being Jon’s father. They look nothing alike, but there’s something about the way they interact, the way Elias speaks about Jon, about their eyes….
Hey guys! I thought I’d so something fun this weekend, so I did my best to sexualize the alphabet and turn it into a headcanon game!
So here’s how it works. You send me a character (or a few), and the corresponding letters that you want me to answer for them!
A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex) B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s) C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person) D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs) E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?) F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual) G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc) H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.) I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…) J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon) K = Kink (One or more of their kinks) L = Location (Favourite places to do the do) M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going) N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs) O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc) P = Pace (Are they fats and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.) Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.) R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.) S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…) T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?) U = Unfair (how much they like to tease) V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make) W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice) X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words) Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?) Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
I’ll have this running all weekend, so feel free to drop by!
My general belief is that he has exactly one (1) vibrator. Acquired about a month into starting testosterone when his libido was becoming truly unmanageable. Ordered online from a store with discreet packaging and very carefully hidden. He has occasionally been curious about sex toys designed for those with more… monstrous inclinations, but has never been able to justify any purchases to himself.
Since I’m on an incest kick here:
Jon has a dildo stolen from Elias’ somewhat more… extensive collection. It was a moment of shameful curiosity and burning arousal. Spent the entire time fantasizing about his father pleasuring himself with it, then the next time fantasizing about Elias using it on him, teaching him what feels best, how to use it properly. He kept telling himself he would give it back. He never did. I am also imagining Elias giving him one on his 18th birthday, or perhaps when he moved away to college, to “take care of himself.” Normal father-son bonding <3
Other people claim two unrelated characters are “like family to each other” to argue that other people shouldn’t ship them. I claim that two unrelated characters are “like family to each other” to fulfill my incest kink <3
Oh so we’re all like in agreement about Elias giving Jon a sex toy and Jon being HUH. WHAT about it that’s like. Not just in my brain. Universal constant
I just think. Jon should realize elias can read his mind and panic over if he knows what he’s been thinking about him for years. I think he should be terrified. Rethinking every little action. He should be sick with fear and I’m not kidding. He should be terrified! His dad knows! His dad’s known for years and didn’t say anything oh god what does he think about him now??? One of the things that he asks when he compells him should be about that actually and he should be Very surprised by elias’ answer. OK.
I just think. Jon should realize elias can read his mind and panic over if he knows what he’s been thinking about him for years. I think he should be terrified. Rethinking every little action. He should be sick with fear and I’m not kidding. He should be terrified! His dad knows! His dad’s known for years and didn’t say anything oh god what does he think about him now??? One of the things that he asks when he compells him should be about that actually and he should be Very surprised by elias’ answer. OK.
One of the worst feelings in the world: when you are just desperate, like claw-your-own-skin-off desperate, to create, but the only thing that even vaguely appeals to you to work on is a nebulous half-feeling that might be dreamily related to some half-formed notion of a concept. I must! Make! No thing! Only make!
Okay I can’t lie I’m tired as hell but the idea Called to me until I had pulled it put of my exhausted half-functional brain, so here it is. It’ll need major editing at some point I’m sure but currently I need makor bedtime so that editing shall not happen tonight. Anyway, short lil incest Yearning fic. Warnings for:
Elias just straight up puts out a cigarette on his son out of curiosity.
Um. The Incest Thing.
I can’t actually remember if I ever explicitly stated that Jon’s in college in this? So his age is up to interpretation. Or not idk.
I feel like there’s other things but I forogr. Idk leave me alone I’m mega tired rn I just want this posted.
Ok ok. Now. Fic time <3
Lights from the house catch in Jon’s hair, illuminating strands that are already beginning to go gray. He exhales a curl of smoke from his mouth, watching it dissipate into the dark.
Probably, he shouldn’t be smoking here. The back porch is hardly the most discrete of locations. If his father doesn’t discover him here, now, then he will in the morning when he steps out for his morning coffee and smells the lingering smoke. But something about the thought of wandering beyond the bounds of their townhouse, where the gazes of neighbors and strangers will rest cool and heavy on his shoulders… it itches. His father’s disappointment is always a heavy burden to bear, but there’s something in his eyes when he’s angry, something that has always made Jonathan want to push.
His father has always been something of a fascination.
He almost jumps at the soft creak of the back door, the whisper-sound of his Elias’ foot hitting the wooden boards. His gaze is pulled towards him without his input. Hopeless, he thinks. Helpless to resist the urge to drink his father in. Handsome as always, of course, in a way that Jon still longs to reach out and steal for himself. There’s something tired in his posture, or perhaps in the way his hair has gone uncontrolled, darks strands mussed, a curling lack resting over his forehead. His eyes are sharp, steady. Cooled disapproval glinting in silver-gray. Jon cannot resist the urge to shiver.
“That’s a terrible habit, you know.” He says, and his voice is clear and chilled and everything Jon has been needing to hear for all those weeks away. He comes to a stop just inside Jon’s space, close enough that Jon can feel the warmth radiating from him. See the faint scare on his nose, (from childhood, the remnants of a broken pair of glasses), feel his father’s breath puff softly against his face.
It takes a few moments, to realize that Elias is waiting for him to respond. He shrugs, looks away. “I do,” he says, and the words are far too soft for either of them. Takes another drag to try and wash the taste of shame from his mouth.
Elias’ mouth curls in displeasure. His hand reaches up, and — before Jon can react — he snatches the cigarette from his mouth. He stares at it, as if considering what to do with it. The lit end still smouldering away, wafting plumes of smoke. Jon wonders if he’s going to stomp it out on the floor. To lift it to his own lips, thin and chapped and so, so soft looking.
His father’s expression shifts into something of curiosity, consideration, as he studies it. For a long, long moment, there is only the rustle of leaves and the chirping of crickets. A silence that stretches on, and on, and on. His hand twitches, and then-
The pain is sudden. And fierce. Flames sinking into the skin of his neck. He lets out a yelp of surprise and pain. Reaches up to clutch at the place where Elias had stubbed the cigarette out on him. “Dad- what…”
The heat of the burn is beginning to trickle down, coiling low and hungry in his gut. Nestles permanently inside of him, another of the thousand memories he finds himself circling in the dead of night, in moments of need and pleasure. Elias smiles, pleased, or perhaps content. “I don’t want to see another of these in this house. Do you understand?” Jonathan nods, staring still, and his father turns and disappears back into the house.
There’s a shameful, unmistakable dampness in his trousers. There’s a circle of ash at the place where neck and collarbone meet. There is a longing in his chest and belly and head that gets harder and harder to deny. Without even thinking, his hand goes to the raised, red circle sunk into his flesh. Presses down on the mark. New, painful. He thinks he should be terrified, betrayed… but instead he rubs it until he cannot bear the pain, and wonders if it will scar, if he will be allowed to carry the mark of his father on his skin forever.
Jonelias late night incest…. sleeping in the same bed every night even when Jon is much too old for it… Jon trying to crush down the urge to masturbate, sometimes. He can’t. Not in his dad’s bed, Elias sleeping soundly right next to him. But soon he starts testosterone. Can’t bring himself to leave the warm covers (not with his father so close, not with his scent lingering on the sheets, the quilt. Jon slipping a hand into his pants, just the once. Trying to muffle his soft little whines. Trying so so hard to think about anyone other than his dad.
Tells himself it’s the last time, the only time, but it happens again the next night, and the night after that, and the one after that…. it isn’t long before Jon breaks. Imagines his father waking up. Seeing what a desperate needy slut he raised. Shushing him. Stripping them both and pressing so deep inside…
And then one night perhaps Elias does wake up. Makes a soft sound of reassurance. Holds his son back to chest, so safe and warm in his arms. Begins to open Jon up slow and methodical. Slips inside. Tender and loving as he breeds his son <3
hello. I am not fully caught up on the incest au or whatever but is Jon still the Archivist? I wonder. is it nice to be chosen in that way rather than simply the happenstance of shared blood? to see this other side of elias, not just father (and strange father at that) but bureaucrat and leader and academic? the side of him that's steeped in the supernatural? no side is more true than another but still Jon relishes in the chance to know them all equally
In a lot of the stuff me and various friends n mutuals have talked about yeah! Still the archivist. In it I imagine Jons life was steeped in the supernatural from the start, with Elias constantly encouraging his curiosity and letting him browse appropriate books on the subject. Maybe even letting him read a few statements. Jon grows up sinking deep into the beholding before he even gets to the institute and tbh I think he spent his whole childhood DESPERATELY wanting to see it. Wanting to know everything about what his dad’s doing when he’s away and everything he knows. Believes in that little kid way that his father knows Everything and like. Yk how jon has this unshakable belief in canon elias is fully capable of fixing everything and just chooses not to. I think he has a very similar thing here. He and Elias have a lot more of a complicated relationship in my mind because. Well. He’s elias. But that’s besides the actual ask sorry it is night and that’s when my brain gets scrambled. Actually let me bullet point for the sake of my sanity
• He absolutely likes being chosen. A little terrified he’s not going to be good enough but also I think. He’s so desperate to be Good enough for him. He wants so badly to stay with him, to prove that all his affection and high view of him isn’t a mistake. That he’s really everything his dad believes he is. And this is like the hugest compliment he could’ve given him. Giving him a free ticket into the part of him that he still couldn’t learn much about. Constant “you’ll understand when you’re older.” So much more guidance than in canon but not nearly enough for Jon to be satisfied. This is basically Elias going, you know everything you’ve ever wanted to know? Been begging me to tell you for years? You can have it. Maybe he even tells Jon “you won’t be able to quit. That’s how the institute works.” Just because he knows that it won’t be enough to deter him. Just to make sure Jon trusts him more, make it look more like he has a choice. He’s just opening the door. It’s Jon who chose to rush into it, wasn’t it? Idk. I think jons never felt more special than when elias offers him the position. Offers him a place at HIS institute where he’s always been so curious, in every visit he’s always looked at everything with wide eyes and gotten lost in the long halls taking all of it in, so eager to learn more, so eager to understand. Always unsettled but always felt so deeply at home here, just as much as he did back with Elias. Idk. I’m rambling because I’m tired.
• I think Jon desperately wants to know his father. Needs to understand every little reason, needs to tear out every motivation and thought he’s ever had, needs to see every awful part of him and choose to stay anyway, like Elias did for him. I think when he learns elias can read minds I think he starts desperately wanting to do that too. The safety of it.
• It’s. Hmm. How do i explain. Jon and elias still often antagonize each other especially as jon grows older, jons still jon after all and if he ever thinks elias is hiding something from him or that he’s being a dick he will Loudly Inform him. He is not afraid to hound that man. But there’s so much more tenderness and also their arguments are far more personal and painful for both of them. Btw. My father is the worst man alive and I am his favorite daughter!!!
• Jon always stopping by his father’s office. It carries the same feeling of safety that their bedroom does. It’s warm and comfortable. Always perfectly lit. Not too harsh on his eyes. Not too dark or cold. The feeling of being watched that’s followed him all his life, but the gaze feels fond and adoring and he settles into his lap just as easily as he always has. Whether for innocent reasons or not. Jon sucking hickeys into his skin as he does paperwork,, brushing his fingers through his hair,, wait where was I going with this. Basically what I’m saying is I think he’s fascinated seeing more of his father. Seeing every single place his father is and every mask he puts on and ripping out more and more until he finds every bit of truth he can find.
• I think Jon loves the institute. Really truly loves it. I think he settles into being the archivist like a second skin. I think his relationship with being human is deeply complicated here because elias has been telling him from a young age that whole “what even IS human, really?” and he’s been wondering for a long time if elias was human. If he’s inhuman by virtue of being his kid. I think this has troubled him for a long time but less than it did in canon. I think he’s still incredibly mad at elias anytime he gets Marked. I think he views Elias as the one protecting him from getting any deeper than it than he has to, showing him tools he can use to survive. I think he also is a bit pissed he never got to live a life without them. That he’ll never know who he would’ve been if he wasn’t entrenched in all this. But then , would he even be living? Would he even be him? I think imagining himself without the powers he developed far too quickly feels a bit terrifying.
• I will probably come back to this in the morning when we have a brain. Because we Cannot Think rn. Hope this is ok!! Ajgdkdhd
Elias who wants to make sure Jon has a good first time. Knows what to expect from others in the future, if he decides that he wants sex again. Pleasuring Jon in every way that he can, so that he knows what he likes best. Taking Jon into his bed and not letting him leave for hours. Indulging himself, thoroughly appreciating his son’s body….
Elias who wants to make sure Jon has a good first time. Knows what to expect from others in the future, if he decides that he wants sex again. Pleasuring Jon in every way that he can, so that he knows what he likes best. Taking Jon into his bed and not letting him leave for hours. Indulging himself, thoroughly appreciating his son’s body….
I am TRYING to keep Elias FED and WATERED but apparently every fucking sim can resist being drank from, and Jon is pregnant so he isn’t an option either. Ugh.
Jon deserves to get fucked stupid by his dad ok. He deserves to stare up at him with big glassy eyes and whine in confusion when he goes to pull out to put on a condom because he feels good why would he stop?? He was so close,,,, he deserves to nuzzle all cutely into his neck and chirp happily at him and gush slick all over him as he tells him how handsome he’ll look all filled up with his siblings,,,, and he should whine at the thought of it thinking about everyone seeing it, how claimed he is how his dad chose him over and over again how his dad owns him so deeply that he’s his favorite anything,,, thinking about everyone seeing what he did to him what he let him do the humiliation,,, but he’s too fucked out to be scared just shamelessly clenching down around his own father at the thought of everyone knowing how much he adores him <3
111k. 70k if you don’t count the aot incorrect quotes which i don’t feel like is really writing writing. But holy shit?? Thats so much hello… You could make a novel out of my disjointed pieces of writing for an intellectual property which I don’t own and therefore am not allowed to publish…
Ummm tma, atla, luciferTV, game of thrones, hitman, tlt? I want to add more. I need to add more.
5. Do you respond to comments?
Yeah, I try to because I’ve heard people say when they don’t see the author reply they assume the comments aren’t being read anyways and don’t comment. & I am an attention whore so… But otherwise, personnally I don’t really care if my own comments on other peoples fics don’t get replied to. And either way i read and reread and adore each and every one of my comments, but its just that making coherent replies to them is difficult and i feel like everyone would rather i be writing the fic instead. Idk lol xD
6. Angstiest ending?
I think it’s Going Out In A Bang. But then again i don’t really write much angst and especially angst that ends bad so… Its not much.
But it’s honest work!
7. Fic with the happiest ending?
… All of them?
8. Do you get hate?
Never did!
9. Do you write smut?
I have, but it’s not my comfort zone and not something that generally interests me too much so, not a lot
10. Do you write crossovers?
I loooove crossovers. I think my favorite kind though is when say, the mlp characters are thrown into the star wars universe -just the universe, not the universe with the original characters. Cause i feel like it’s always a bit awkward for me to write those completely different characters interacting, idk.
11. Ever had a fic stolen?
As far as I’m aware, no. But I don’t have a lil mama Beholding whispering in my ear so there are still things i don’t know out there
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Someone said they wanted to do it for me once but I haven’t heard back so, I suppose not!
13. Have you ever co-written a fic?
Technically not a fic in the conventional sense of the term but I did taking the Crown with @unending-vigil , it was literary rp adapted to fic. That was pretty neat, he read over all of my many typos and I didnt even have to ask 🤣
14. All time favourite ship?
For now it’s jonelias as well 😌 But that sort of things tends to change a lot for me over a few years so, I guess we’ll see if i find new blorbos to occupy my every waking hour and a few of my asleep ones as well.
I’m more so very into platonic pairings usually, funnily enough. Guess those freaks be the exception.
15. WIPs you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Hopefully none of them? My momma didn’t raise no quitter okay. I will finish all of them or die trying.
… But reasonnably yeah theres a few of them I probably won’t finish finish because the format is such that you can always add more after (like the incorrect quotes thingiemajig)
16. Writing strengths?
I think I’m pretty good at elaborate and flowery descriptions! Setting up a vibe, you know? I also like overplanning everything and so I feel like my timelines are usually pretty coherent?
Oh, and NAMING FICS. It’s so fun its my favorite thing ever. 50% of the reason i finish fics is so i can see the number go up and 50% is because i want to see my beautiful titles appear on my page.
17. Writing weaknesses?
Let’s say none because lying to myself is the only way I won’t get buried by my own self doubt xD no but um, speed and editing maybe? My faulty executive functionning I guess? XD and maybeeee creating tension and suspense
18. Thoughts on mixed language dialogue?
Honestly? I don’t like it. There is in the end only a very small percentage of people for whom it will work (those who speak both languages) otherwise you’re just making your dialogue harder to read I feel like? And I also feel like there are a very few ways to make it actually work and fit well. “¡Hola amigos! Oh sorry I always forget to switch back” is not one of them. If the narrator doesn’t understand the language and we get to discover it alongside them (/as a fun lil easter egg) though I feel like it can sometimes be interesting.
Sorry for anyone who reblogs after me i got. Wordy. Lol. Tagging i dontttttt know i can’t think of people umm @sparky-is-spiders and pitpat and anyone else pretty much no pressure though sorry if youve been tagged before okay bye now
Thank you for tagging me!! Answering this on the sideblog haha. For reasons that will probably become obvious shortly….
1. How many works on AO3?
Only two on my account, but counting the anonfics I actually have a grand total of eight :)
2. Total AO3 Word Count?
10,423!! Just broke the 10k two days ago actually which is very fun <3
(Yeah I’m. Um. Not quite ready to post my noncon (and incest) fics on my main haha…)
4. What fandoms do you write for?
The Magnus Archives exclusively lol.
5. Do you respond to comments?
Eventually, yes!! It may take me a little while to get around to it tho.
6. Angstiest Ending?
Hmmmm. I don’t know if any of them are angsty, necessarily? In full, I mean. I suppose if it counts chapter two of Various and Sundry Ficlets (which is a full fic on its own). If not… idk. I’m sure I’ll get around to something Very Angsty eventually (I do) have a much longer joncon fic that just needs some good editing and cleanup…. (oh and the space illness au))
7. Fic with the Happiest Ending?
Hmmmm. Probably chapter 3 of VaSF lmao. If not I’m honestly tempted to say either Morning Indulgence of Afternoon Delight. Oh sure Jon ended those feeling Distressed, but Elias was having a great time and he’s the pov, so. <3
8. Do you get hate?
Not that I know of?
9. Do you write smut?
Do I!
(It’s basically the only thing I’ve been writing recently haha)
10. Do you write crossovers?
Not yet! I do have my Dredge TMA au, but I never got around to writing anything for it. Maybe one day…..
Oh shoot! My Wings of Fire/TMA crossover!! That was fun I gotta give it a go one day.
11. Ever had a fic stolen?
Not to my knowledge.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
If so, I’m not aware of it, but I don’t think so.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic?
Not yet! I’m open to it, but I’m a little shy about asking haha.
14. All time favourite ship?
Jonelias, although Jonsasha is a very close second and I really need to do more with them….
15. WIPs you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Yes.
Okay okay. The Jonsasha time travel fic. I love it so much I adore it but it’s so incredibly ambitious with a lot of moving parts and it’s Very Very Intimidating. I’m so sorry my beloved I’m afraid you may be neglected in the basement forever :(
16. Writing strengths?
Not sure…. if I had to say, I think maybe I’d go with tone? I think I do pretty good with it.
17. Writing Weaknesses?
I cannot for the life of me sit down and Focus on a Project. Ever. Also Describing Environments. I honestly sometimes just kinda Forget, and when I do remember I just do the bare minimum a lot because it’s not very interesting to me.
18. Thoughts on mixed language dialogue?
I don’t think I really have any strong opinions on it?
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Probably Warrior Cats or Wings of Fire haha. Unless this is the first fandom I wrote for on Ao3, which would be TMA lmao.
20. Favourite fic you’ve ever written?
Probably Morning Indulgences haha. It’s by far the most polished out of all of them, although I have a soft spot for some of my tumblr fics that never made it to Ao3…
Something about Elias as Jon’s adoptive parent has been compelling me for a while now,, something about the dynamic it gives them. Complicated and messy but also very very horny OK. I think it could be so fun.
Something about Elias as Jon’s adoptive parent has been compelling me for a while now,, something about the dynamic it gives them. Complicated and messy but also very very horny OK. I think it could be so fun.
Ohh my god I love this ao much I have to put my thoughts out of the tags I’m sorry. I’m being attacked by brain worms rn. Jon who feels completely responsible for his grandma’s death, because he wandered off again and she’d been worried SICK what was he thinking and then. And then. Jon who was so angry and bitter and lonely all the time, snapping at anyone who got too close and always so so scared of everything that moves wrong, not even able to cry. Just feel this horrible horrible Thing in his chest, this hole that feels like it’ll consume him one day and he doesn’t know how to make it stop. Nobody wanted him. Nobody wanted the kid that yells and slams the doors and doesn’t like talking to anyone and hates bad textures and doesn’t like any of your food. Until for some ungodly reason, Elias tells him he’s going to be adopting him officially. And for the life of him he can’t understand why. He’s not cute or polite or appealing or anything any of the others would get adopted for and Elias just seems more than happy to sit in the same room with him and read together. Like nothings wrong with him at all.
Godddd. Jon who doesn’t know if he’s ever loved anyone or how to do it, how he’d even know if he loved someone. Feels sick with guilt when Elias starts saying “I love you” and he doesn’t know if he can say it back, even though he wanted to hear it more than anything. But he’s desperate and feels like he’s dying if Elias isn’t around and clings to him so hard he bruises so maybe that’s close enough. Elias is stern and firm but so gentle. Seemingly endlessly patient. Tucks him into bed and nothing he does ever seems to phase him, not really. Reads to him, gets him a stuffed animal even when he says he’s too old for one, he’s not a baby, and Elias just says he saw him staring at it, he’s really not subtle. Lets him sit on his lap while he reads to him and runs his fingers through his hair and he doesn’t know if he can call him dad but what else can he call it. Doesn’t know if he loves him like you should love a father or loves him in a way he’s really really not supposed to love him or if he loves him at all. Just knows there’s something awful in his chest that wants to cling onto him and never let him leave and burrow into his skin. And the older he gets the worse it gets, but Elias never seems to bat an eye.
I just think. Their first time should be so gentle and loving and possessive. Elias so gentle with him even as he cages him in his arms and tells him how proud he makes him, how brave he is coming to him, he’ll make it so good for him, he promises. I think Elias should tell him he’s safe here and Jon should burst into tears. I think Jon should cling onto him and whine so loudly for his dad, for more, deeper, closer, please, because it’s not even just about arousal it’s about needing to be so close they’re almost the same, about needing to be so beloved and coveted for Elias to open him up and see him and think he’s beautiful and worth taking care of. He’s never felt smaller or safer than when Elias was gently rubbing circles into his back as he cries, so full and so sure he can’t take anymore but needing it so bad he can barely breathe. Jon never feeling more wanted than when Elias gently guides his hands on where to touch him, where to touch himself, his hand so much bigger than his, smiling like he’s indulging himself. Looks at him so fondly he wants to cry. Just. Jon acting more like a kid during sex than he ever lets himself outside of it. Heavy age play before Jon even knows what age play is. Jon doesn’t know how to ask Elias to take care of him but he knows how to spread his legs and whine so prettily and think so loudly “I’m sorry I can’t be nice or make friends or be normal but can I make you feel good? I don’t know if I love you. But I need you. Is that enough? Please take care of me. I’ll make it good for you.” I just. Yeah. Yeah….
Look I just think kink discovery via jokes is really fun okay. I think someone should say shit to Jon that makes him have to go lie down so he doesn’t embarrass himself and they should pick up a Vibe. Ok…
On the one hand, I think Elias’s unwillingness to personally assault or harm Jon in any way is a key part of his manipulation tactic, keeping Jon off-balance, unsure of where he stands, and unable to articulate why Elias terrifies him more than every other monster he’s met combined, and that by itself is incredibly sexy. On the other hand, there are a whole lot of things I still want Elias to do to Jon, and they would also be sexy. do you see the dilemma here.
I actually do just love the idea of Elias being a Horny Freak about Jon peeing. Makes Jon fantasize about wetting himself at a meeting, Jon squirming in arousal and shame while he thinks about flooding his seat and pants with urine, Elias starting to get hard as he watches on. Elias looking genuinely hungry as he laps at Jon’s cunt, gazing up at him with a lascivious grin as he starts to press down on his bladder. Jon putting Elias on his knees and making him eat him out, not letting him touch himself, but when he grips Elias’ hair and forces his face into his folds and pisses into his throat Elias shudders and cums in his pants with a moan. They should have aggressive frequent not-quite-hatesex (on Jon’s end, Elias is much more straightforwardly fond) in S3 until one day Elias goads Jon into pissing on him, moaning and palming his cock as Jon looks down at him disdainfully, urinating onto him and degrading him for wanting this, enjoying it. Pregnant Jon who needs to pee all the time now, Elias volunteering to be his personal urinal, a hungry light in his eyes, clearly aroused just by the thought of being an object for jon to piss into. Idk. Jonelias piss kink, y’know?
Someone should know about je fauxcest/incest whatever floats your boat so they can fuck Jon and tell him his father taught him well. Someone should tell Jon he takes after his father when he does a good job eating them out. Maybe even they get called by Elias during it and they tell him “you raised him VERY well. How’d you get him this well behaved? He seemed so disobedient before..” I just. I just think. Listen. Jon has a praise kink bigger than the moon.
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I’m just really not particularly interested in vore at all but I think I’d be willing to make an exception for Jon. He should get eaten sometimes I think. As enrichment.
Look the thing about Jon is that he is a little wounded prey animal that is soso scared and I am a large carnivore that needs to run him down and violently maul him with my teeth. You understand.
I’m just really not particularly interested in vore at all but I think I’d be willing to make an exception for Jon. He should get eaten sometimes I think. As enrichment.
They thing is a lot of the time vore involves swallowing and I don’t want that for Jon. He needs to be Bitten. He’d be sooooo crunchy he needs it he deserves it before being pulled all the way inside someone please…..
Thinking about some huge monster pushing one giant, thick, razor-sharp claw inside a clenching, empty hole... fucking it in and out, the sharp tip rubbing teasingly against the inner walls, pausing to press against a particularly sensitive spot....
i love goofy fetish porn situation magic. oh no the brave knight opened a cursed chest and now he has a pussy and the only way to cure it is by shooting a load in him
Je adoption is SO fun though. Elias gladly teaching his son how to touch himself, helping him explore what he likes, so indulgent of his every whim. So fond of his boy. He has plenty of stories of things he got up to at his age, and smiles knowingly when Jon gets curious about them. Here’s more than happy to recreate them for him. Him using his own toys on him, letting him figure out which ones he likes the best,,, him teaching him what feels best on a t dick,,, him indulging his fantasies and so endeared by his sweet boy,,, idk something about the dynamic. Jon doesn’t know if he loves him but whatever he has for him burns so warmly in those moments where Elias is touching him, so careful not to cause any more pain than he wants. Maybe he loves him maybe he doesn’t but he wouldn’t trust anyone else with his body. Wouldn’t spread his legs for anyone else’s affection. Thinks about Jon unsatisfied after fucking someone else going right back to his dad, even though he feels embarrassed about it, because he takes such good care of him, because he knows exactly what he needs. Elias teaching him to give a blowjob,, so patient and steady with him, so careful,,, Jon feels more like a child when his dad’s taking such good care of him during sex than he ever did. Jon nuzzling into his neck while he pounds into him,,, if Jon ever mentions the breeding fantasy Elias is more than happy to indulge that to no end <3 what if he had a tiny piece of Elias and because of that he owns him, just as much as Elias already owns him. Elias could tell Jon he already belongs to him, sounding like he’s just stating an obvious fact. I think that could rewire his brain chemistry. I think Jon can be normal about this information. Just. Horrible toxic and far too tender incest. Thank u
