Lets all think about Elias bringing his beloved son to an institute function. Jon held so so close and warm against Elias’ side as he proudly introduces him to several institute donors. Jon trying his best to appear Professional and Mature but he’s also uncomfortably aware of his father’s cum dripping out of his used hole, terrified that someone will look at him and just know what they were doing in Elias’ office barely an hour earlier <3
Fascinated with an AU where Jon is a ward of the Lukas family. He should have sex with Peter Lukas that makes him soso miserable and lonely (but he’s already miserable and lonely. It may be painful but at least it’s a new kind of hurt). He should meet Elias who starts tugging at that natural curiosity, digging out the frightened, haunted, hungry man that was lost beneath the fog. Who maybe sends him back home with a baby growing in his womb….
Lets all think about Elias bringing his beloved son to an institute function. Jon held so so close and warm against Elias’ side as he proudly introduces him to several institute donors. Jon trying his best to appear Professional and Mature but he’s also uncomfortably aware of his father’s cum dripping out of his used hole, terrified that someone will look at him and just know what they were doing in Elias’ office barely an hour earlier <3
Bonus points if Jon is walking a little funny and can’t quite sit down without it hurting and Elias keeps seeing him squirming and looking Smug and Jon is so so mortified and anxious <3 btw <3
Fascinated with an AU where Jon is a ward of the Lukas family. He should have sex with Peter Lukas that makes him soso miserable and lonely (but he’s already miserable and lonely. It may be painful but at least it’s a new kind of hurt). He should meet Elias who starts tugging at that natural curiosity, digging out the frightened, haunted, hungry man that was lost beneath the fog. Who maybe sends him back home with a baby growing in his womb….
Jon should discover he’s pregnant shaking and terrified and alone in his room at Moorland House. And he should sneak out in the dead of night and not stop until he gets to Elias’ house, showing up at the crack of dawn desperate and afraid of what the Lukas’ might do.
Clawing at the walls. But what if jon was so so full she could barely do anything but clutch at her stomach and whimper helplessly as elias fed her statement after statement after statement tears in her eyes because elias needs to make sure she has enough to eat so she can grow ok :( she doesn’t get to neglect herself throughout her transition if she’s not the one controlling it if elias is Making her . He can make sure she eats well and feels so so good and sees how nice she can feel when she isn’t constantly denying herself. Who said that <- covered in blood
Jon would never admit out loud to any of their kinks ever under any circumstances or know why they happened. Luckily for Jon Elias is already intimately familiar with every single one and can hold them so close and tender as he explains in exquisite, excruciating detail <3
I think we should also be considering the merits of an incest au where Jon is NOT pregnant with his father’s child. Maybe they weren’t sleeping together yet. Maybe Elias got a little too complacent, didn’t bother to meddle with Jon’s relationships until it’s too late and he’s pregnant with someone else’s baby.
An Elias who’s possessive and territorial. Needs to reassert his claim over his son. Somebody else is tied to Jon now. Has wound their way into his biology and body forever and he needs to mark Jon as HIS. And still desperately attracted to Jon too. The way his stomach is swelling, the little noises he makes when his father plays with his soft, sensitive tits. Elias who keeps Jon constantly plugged with his cum. Who needs to be inside Jon several times a day sometimes just to soothe the itching. Jon’s neck littered with bite marks, some still bleeding. Jon taken aback by how… how desperate Elias is for him, to own him. Suddenly realizing his father needs to Have him, to belong to him, to swallow him whole as badly as Jon needs to Keep him, to be his, to be swallowed.
And of course, an Elias who is already planning to get Jon pregnant as soon as he can after the birth. To replace that unworthy stranger’s child with his own. As soon as Jon is recovered enough to let him inside, as soon as he’s fertile, Elias is going to be breeding him over every surface. Will sabotage his birth control and poke holes in condoms if necessary. But hopefully it won’t come to that. Hopefully Jon will be so used to taking Elias’ cock and cum without fear of conception that he won’t even think about it, not until it’s already far too late :)
I think we should also be considering the merits of an incest au where Jon is NOT pregnant with his father’s child. Maybe they weren’t sleeping together yet. Maybe Elias got a little too complacent, didn’t bother to meddle with Jon’s relationships until it’s too late and he’s pregnant with someone else’s baby.
An Elias who’s possessive and territorial. Needs to reassert his claim over his son. Somebody else is tied to Jon now. Has wound their way into his biology and body forever and he needs to mark Jon as HIS. And still desperately attracted to Jon too. The way his stomach is swelling, the little noises he makes when his father plays with his soft, sensitive tits. Elias who keeps Jon constantly plugged with his cum. Who needs to be inside Jon several times a day sometimes just to soothe the itching. Jon’s neck littered with bite marks, some still bleeding. Jon taken aback by how… how desperate Elias is for him, to own him. Suddenly realizing his father needs to Have him, to belong to him, to swallow him whole as badly as Jon needs to Keep him, to be his, to be swallowed.
And of course, an Elias who is already planning to get Jon pregnant as soon as he can after the birth. To replace that unworthy stranger’s child with his own. As soon as Jon is recovered enough to let him inside, as soon as he’s fertile, Elias is going to be breeding him over every surface. Will sabotage his birth control and poke holes in condoms if necessary. But hopefully it won’t come to that. Hopefully Jon will be so used to taking Elias’ cock and cum without fear of conception that he won’t even think about it, not until it’s already far too late :)
I think future!Jon should get to put his past self in a collar. I think future!Jon should get to degrade him and take out all their self-loathing in terrible Bad Idea scenes. I think past!Jon should feel miserable and hate it but also get soaking wet for it. Should desperately try and please their future self and feel horrible after sex with them but constantly seek out more also.
And of course Elias should be waiting to come in and help pick up the pieces. To offer more tender, loving scenes of domination. To treat past!Jon like his beloved pet. And past!Jon should be desperate to please him and should love it but also it doesn’t stop him from craving future!Jon’s cruelty and degradation (his approval).
Anyway past!Jon is doing great. Don’t worry about it <3
I always feel very bad whenever I see stuff about religion because like. I understand this is very important to a lot of people. But a lot of the time it either sounds like a horror movie to me or I’m insanely horny about it. Or both. Sorry.
Jon needs to be treated like a child during s2 btw. Jon needs to be talked to like he’s a scared little boy and it should piss him off to no end because he hates it he hates feeling so weak but sometimes he’s so tired and elias is so patient and seems to know so much be so steady so real and solid while everything feels like it’s falling apart and he’s just so scared and his dads arms are so warm and it’s so easy to feel so small, and he’s bratty and angry and thrashes against him but elias talks so calmly. So stern. So firm with him, manhandling him wherever he needs to go. Easy to not think about it easy to just let him soothe him by force easy to just be held down and gently cradled…ok??? He should be punished I think. To settle his guilt and nerves.
I think future!Jon should have to deal with past!Jon age regressing. Oh my god. Oh my god. It’d be a fucking trainwreck.
They are being given the opportunity to show a version of their child self the kindness and affection they desperately craved but never had. They will likely never experience it themselves. This is the person they hate the most. This is them, the person who will make every stupid, awful decision they made in their own time. The incompetent prick who can’t even hold himself together enough to act like an adult at work. Having the gall to act small and scared and pathetic like he’s suffered a fraction if the pain he (they) cause others. Like he has the right. This is a person who doesn’t understand why they hate him except that he has never been enough, and the adults in his life have rarely liked him. He’s so vulnerable right now. Would be so easy to hurt and the Archivist can smell his simple, childish fear. Mr. Spider a fresh, raw wound they could so easily sink their teeth into. Genuinely holy fuck there’s soooo much potential here.
They could hold their past self in their lap. They could hold him and tell him that he’s a good boy and gently rock him while they read him something nice until he fell asleep and tuck him into the cot and not say anything when he wakes up mortified and ashamed.
Or maybe could take advantage of him. Probably they wouldn’t. But they could. Could put him on his knees and make him lick them open, unsure and confused and not understanding but eager to please. To be good. They’re so small and pathetic and naive and innocent and something about it is making future!Jon so. So angry. But they could tell him to kneel and to put his face in their folds and lick. And when he got wet, started squirming, reached a hand down to touch himself, they could slide their foot between his legs and make him hump it. Could call him a slut and he wouldn’t even understand, not right then, not really. And wouldn’t it just be so easy? To lash out? To sully this man? To ruin all the things that make them so uncomfortable and unsure? The softness, the childishness, the smallness?
And if they were feeling vindictive they could just… take out all their anger on him. They could lash out with cruelty. And he wouldn’t fight back, not like this. Wouldn’t argue. Wouldn’t know what vulnerabilities to strike, wouldn’t be able to being their shame and misery to the surface so easily. No clever words or sharp tongue now. And the sobbing would make future!Jon feel guilty, and the guilt would make them cold and distant. Have them leaving him to have his little fit all alone. To pick up the pieces until he could come back when he was feeling grown, when he would understand that future!Jon had neither the time nor the patience to deal with his bizarre, childish meltdowns.
Or maybe if they didn’t think they could be trusted with him like this. Couldn’t bring themselves to be kind or cruel they’d just. Ignore him. Snippy when he was bold enough to demand their attention but otherwise acting cold and distant and unbothered. Or maybe, perhaps, he’d feel uncomfortable enough to pass them off to someone else. Would be willing to risk leaving them to Elias’ tender mercies, if they felt it would be easier.
I was so right for this but. We also need to be considering Joncest with future!Jon age regressing.
Past!Jon catching his future self in a moment of vulnerability. A moment they were surely never meant to see. This powerful, potentially dangerous monster who can hurt him, who hates him. Is small and scared and unsure.
He can try and use his burgeoning powers. Attempt to extract every secret they’ve ever tried to keep from him. He can have them weak and vulnerable and pleasuring him. Can take advantage of their weakness. Can be powerful, in control, no matter how much he’ll hate himself for the cruelty of it all afterwards.
He can show them kindness. Strained half-hearted compassion. Try and reach out for a future!Jon that’s too small to hurt him. To Know his weaknesses. Desperately grasping for love and affection from a version of himself that hasn’t learned to hate him yet. Can feel the earnest love and comfort he needs so terribly yet knows he doesn’t deserve.
He could watch them. Leave them. Could even give them over to Elias (the one person he trusts, the one he always goes to in his own moments of… of smallness, almost like a father-) could do any number of things and all of them would be painful and fascinating and soso tasty…..
I don’t want to like. Hornyramble on someone’s art. But seeing Jon sobbing with fear with a visibly pregnant belly is. It is activating the Prey Drive. I am getting violent cuteness aggression. I need to sink my teeth deep inside of him. There is art of distressed and pregnant Jon you don’t understand what this is doing to me!!!!
I don’t experience sexual attraction I actually have something much more normal going on where I need to chase Jon down through a dimly lit forest and put my teeth inside of his flesh as I viciously maul him. You understand.
They don’t tell you this but actually the main problem with selfcest is that you have two characters with identical names and you need to find a natural way to differentiate the two in your fanfiction. Which is Annoying.
There are two Jons. What do I call them both. Would either of them agree to use another name. Would it be really really annoying to constantly call future!Jon the Archivist at all times. What happened if another character (Elias) Didn’t Want To Call Them That. I can’t just call them future and past Jon all the time that would be clunky. I need to write this fic but there are! Logistical issues!!!!
When Jon gets fingerfucked until he can barely walk by his future self who hates him, is he supposed to moan his own name? How am I supposed to easily and smoothly differentiate between two different Jons for multiple sex scenes? For the Jon/Jon/Elias threesome??
I think if Jon was Elias’ son he should develop a strange and creepy sexual fixation on his dad. And I think Elias should have fantasies about his boy taking it a little too far. Possibly using the powers he’s developed from the connection to Beholding that Elias has… cultivated <3
They don’t tell you this but actually the main problem with selfcest is that you have two characters with identical names and you need to find a natural way to differentiate the two in your fanfiction. Which is Annoying.
There are two Jons. What do I call them both. Would either of them agree to use another name. Would it be really really annoying to constantly call future!Jon the Archivist at all times. What happened if another character (Elias) Didn’t Want To Call Them That. I can’t just call them future and past Jon all the time that would be clunky. I need to write this fic but there are! Logistical issues!!!!
When Jon gets fingerfucked until he can barely walk by his future self who hates him, is he supposed to moan his own name? How am I supposed to easily and smoothly differentiate between two different Jons for multiple sex scenes? For the Jon/Jon/Elias threesome??
What kind of animal do you think Jon would be? Asking for reasons
I’ve seen a lot of good anthro Jons, but I’m personally partial to cat Jon! My initial design for him had him as a tortie. The design itself was pretty but it didn’t really say “Jon,” y’know?
I’m actually working on a redesign! Currently torn between silver and black tortie and black with white socks Jon. These designs Aren’t final!! I have a lot of stuff to add no matter which I go with (left is s1ish Jon, right is s4ish Jon, I made the former a tortie but haven’t decided if I want to go with that scrap it. If that makes sense?)…. honestly I’m not sure how Jonlike these are either… would appreciate any thoughts if anyone had then!!
What Jon really needs is some under-negotiated and highly questionable sex where he’s restrained for someone else’s pleasure. It could fix him in theory but the reality of it should be actively making him Worse and Miserable. Ok thank you.
I think sometime in S4 Jon had recurring fantasies about Elias tying his hands behind his back and restraining him to a wall and pressing a large, powerful vibrator inside of him while statement giver after statement giver walked into the room to feed him until he was so lost in the pleasure and fullness that he gave up even pretending to want them to stop and just lay there to feed and cum again and again and again for hours.
I think he should try and actually live out (part of) this fantasy with Peter in S4 <3 it would be fun <3
The best part of having an nsfw blog is that now I have a beautiful archive (hah) of posts about jonpreg. The other best part is that some of those posts aren’t even mine because my beloved mutuals Also post about jonpreg <3
Wait actually I should be doing Way more with recording shit. It’s be So fun.
Elias seducing Jon, one late night, just in view of the security cameras. Pressing all the right buttons, ever so slightly flirtatious, until Jon cracks and makes the first move. Riding Elias over a nearby desk, cumming on his cock, slumping bonelessly onto Elias as he continues to fuck up into Jon.
The next day Elias will meet with Jon, inform him that, apparently, they had been caught on camera. Elias had managed to prevent it from being seen by anyone, of course, but it was very careless of them (of Jon <3) to fuck right out in the open like that. Of course, watching Jon coming undone, back flexing beautifully as he rides his boss, cunt dripping with cum when Elias pulls out was terribly enjoyable, and he couldn’t quite resist the urge to save a copy <3 he’ll be keeping it to himself of course. Doesn’t want video evidence of his… indiscretions, circulating any more than Jon does. Maybe if Elias is feeling generous he would even be willing to send Jon his own copy. Let him watch himself moaning and panting and desperate as he breeds himself on Elias’ cock.
Jon x og!Elias is a very stupid crackship that hits a handful of bizarrely specific buttons and I don’t know what to do with it. Nothing about it should be particularly compelling and yet regardless I am Compelled.
Jon x og!Elias is a very stupid crackship that hits a handful of bizarrely specific buttons and I don’t know what to do with it. Nothing about it should be particularly compelling and yet regardless I am Compelled.
I think Jon should be getting frequent but relatively mediocre dick from a rich arrogant middle-aged failson. I think Jon should be Very Horny (maybe he’s just started T? Idk) and sort of annoyed that his dick is demanding this much attention all the time and masturbation just isn’t quite satisfying enough anymore and og!Elias isn’t even really tolerable but he’s there and a relatively consistent lay so what else is Jon supposed to do.
Jon x og!Elias is a very stupid crackship that hits a handful of bizarrely specific buttons and I don’t know what to do with it. Nothing about it should be particularly compelling and yet regardless I am Compelled.
I think Jon should be getting frequent but relatively mediocre dick from a rich arrogant middle-aged failson. I think Jon should be Very Horny (maybe he’s just started T? Idk) and sort of annoyed that his dick is demanding this much attention all the time and masturbation just isn’t quite satisfying enough anymore and og!Elias isn’t even really tolerable but he’s there and a relatively consistent lay so what else is Jon supposed to do.
In a hypothetical universe where Jon would not only be asked about his sex life but would answer honestly, he would (if he was feeling charitable) describe the sex as “adequate.” Og!Elias is hardly a selfless lover but Jon isn’t especially concerned over the quality and/or occurrence of og!Elias’ orgasms either. And it’s not like either of them have many better options lined up, so even though he views og!Elias with relative disdain he’s perfectly willing to go to bed with him (or, more accurately, to go to empty storage closet with him).
Meanwhile og!Elias is down bad. Down catastrophic. Madly in love with this scrawny mean little researcher even though Jon also irritates the shit out of him. Idk why I like this idea so much, it’s just. There. In my mind.
