I think Jon should meet his past self and I think it should get. Like. REALLY fucked up and fun and maybe sometimes skin-crawlingly unpleasant for both of them and also whoever’s unlucky enough to be caught in the crossfire
To be clear I think they should have sex.
Not just sex either but like. Absolutely terribly unsafe BDSM hatesex. It’s sooooo bad. The aftercare is terrible and sometimes absent. They both get so nasty and cruel sometimes because the self-hatred is so entrenched in both of them. Mostly I want future!Job punishing past!Jon for all the things they blame themselves for, everything they blame them both for…