Anyways I think Jonah should fuck Jon brutally and roughly and spend the whole time holding him and telling him he’s such a sweet boy when he’s treated right. Tells him that he makes him so proud everyday and he loves him so much, he’s so beautiful and so much more than anyone realizes he is. I want him to tell him he’s so important, so special, so perfect, until Jons crying and desperately rocking his hips up to meet him. I want Jon to whine during a punishment “I just want to make you proud”, I want him to call him dad and for them to both be very aware of the underlying trauma and I want Jonah to sink his teeth in. I want Jonah to give Jon everything he’s ever wanted and take full advantage of this new, wonderful vulnerability. And I want Jon to be unable to stop himself from going back again and again. I want Jon to feel so small and vulnerable and to bury his face in his shoulder and be pet and praised and called a good boy, his good boy, so sweet. And I want this to be in s3 era I need Jon to be SO torn up in so many different directions from losing Jonah too and I want the first words out of his mouth when he sees him again to be “dad.” You get it.
Anyways I want them to meet in s5. And I want Jon to call him dad while the eye stares upon them and they both have so much blood on their hands. I want Jon to call him dad!! I want Jonah to smile at him so fondly and I want Jon to compel every single secret out of him, and I want Jon to ask did you mean it when you said you loved me. And when he answers yes. More than anyone. I want Jon to look up at him with desperate, fearful eyes and call him dad. And I want Jonah to see how monstrous he can be and love him for it. And tell him he’s so proud of him. And I want them to fuck right in front of the eye and I want jon to finally let go of his humanity and be loved by someone who wants only the worst for him, because he loves him <3 so much <333