I like the idea of Jon getting aroused from the statements. Squirming and dripping wet whenever he reads one, feeling sooo guilty and horrible but he can’t resist the urge to touch himself after every one.
Maybe it’s a natural but gradual thing that builds and builds over time. Or maybe Elias likes to slip his own arousal into Jon’s mind, feeding him little fantasies that Jon can’t help but latch onto. And of course Elias should get to catch Jon fingering himself open. Should pin him to the chair while he Watches Jon finger himself to completion as Jon squirms with humiliation and guilt and desire.
Ok having seen everyone else’s excellent tags (I’d respond but there’s too many I’m sorry) you’re all so right Jon WOULD be feeling wet and pent up whenever the tape recorder clicks on.
I think Elias should give him a vibrator that Jon can keep in for the whole day and turn on after every statement (and sometimes during if he’s desperate). Fucking himself on it helplessly while imagining someone else’s terror and suffering and he know it’s wrong and he feels so awful but he just can’t help himself every time.
Now I’m imagining the tape recorder clicking on next to him as he dreams. Hearing his little whimpers and moans and pleasured gasps. Recording him waking up and immediately reaching down to touch himself. Catching every plea and swear and gasp of yes as he fucks himself on his fingers. Only realizing it had recorded him after he cums with a bitten off moan and it clicks off. Drifting back to sleep in a haze of satisfaction too deep and thick for the guilt to pierce it. Waking up on the little document storage cot. So curious about the tape. Listening and starting to get wet again, rutting helplessly against a pillow as he pants and gasps and the tape recorder plays back just how aroused his dreams made him, just how good he felt, touching himself to other people’s worst moments.