Thinks about jons massive rape kink and gains fifty years on my life. Thinking about Jon getting off to the idea of Jonah breeding him when he’s asleep and too drunk on fear to even notice what’s happening. Maybe he’d clean it up and he’d think all the wetness was just from his bad habit. Jon fantasizing about being drugged and slowly passing out in jonahs arms as he’s undressed and begins to touch him knowing there’s nothing he can do. Jon is really normal about it.