Ok ok actual monster fucking thoughts now :
I think Jon should have dangerously sharp teeth and I think he should love marking Jonah everywhere with them. I think he should think that it’s only fair after how much Jonah marked and changed him. Something about Jonah trusting him enough to let this monster dig his teeth into him knowing he could kill him, knowing he has every reason to, knowing a part of him WANTS to. Being so afraid of this monster and letting him anyway. I think Jonah should have some clearly visible mark from Jon. It’s only fair, isn’t it? Jon’s whole form now is a mark of Jonahs claim on him. A few scars is a fair trade. Would Jonah actually let him? Probably only after a While. And even then he’d be terrified. Jon laps up his fear. It’s the best meal he’s ever had.
I think Jons form should have whatever body would make him happiest and whatever would scare him the most at the same time. Like. Desires he never let himself express. Desires he’s terrified of. Basically I’m saying trans Jon. Let this man have gender euphoria.
So we agree Jon is still leashed and collared right. Even more important now. He could probably break the collar if he wanted to. Why would he want to? It’s his. He likes it. It feels nice. No he doesn’t want it off, why are you trying to take it off, that’s HIS.
I still need to figure out what I want him to look like as a monster though because. There’s so many different ways it could go. Huge moth monster? Being made up of tapes? Mess of shadows and eyes?? All could be very cool and also very hot. Whatever it is should have terrifying abilities that je sexualizes to no end. Honestly I could probably sexualize it more if I had any idea what he’d look like. Jon with wings could be really good…I’ve seen people do very good shit with his eyes being insanely sensitive. Obviously his genitals are weird but. Idk I’m thinking. I need to figure out how to make breeding him as weird and confusing and hot as possible, ok. Yes it’s still possible to get him pregnant what do you think I am.