Its like. I love jons canon arc I just also love aus where he goes off the shits and becomes a complete monster and relishing in it. And like making them really really horny. Jon that is completely not human anymore. I don’t know what design I like best for him. But I think he should get to be completely inhuman sometimes. And I think Jonah should think he’s the most beautiful thing he’s ever seen, not in spite of the fear but because of it. And I think they should have batshit insane sex about it. I think they should BOTH be inhuman and in love about it. Ok.
I think Jon should feel so so wanted and adored in tje arms of the man who made him into a monster. Not in spite of it. Partly because of it. He ruined him and he ruined himself and Jon rests his head in his lap, purring quietly. It sounds like a tape recorder whirring. He’s horrifying and he hates himself and his body has never felt more right. It has never felt more like him. And Jonah knows this. Jonah knows, and Jonah thinks he’s beautiful, and Jonah kisses all down his chest and tells him every part that he adores. Jon thinks there’s something deeply wrong with both of them. Jon thinks he understands why Prentiss stuck her hand in the wasp nest, or why Crew took that book, or why Perry lit herself on fire. He bares his neck for Jonah, even though he could tear him to shreds now, and he understands. He thinks he has never felt more Seen. More Known.
It should not feel good. He doesn’t think that matters much now.