Look I just think Jonah should praise and adore Jon like nobody else ever has and I think it should trigger some intense weird feelings in Jon. And I think she should have some intense weird fantasies about it. Okay.
I think the reason Jon has daddy kink shit directed at Jonah and not really anyone else is because Jonah isn’t like. Doesn’t trigger the feeling of being smothered or seen as weak. He thinks hes strong and independent and capable and he praises him and doesn’t get mad that he throws himself into danger when he needs to. So he can get the thing of being taken care of without feeling like he’s being smothered or seen as weak. Stumbles into jonahs office injured and he’s not lectured (as he perceives it. Yes it’s care but hjs brain doesn’t take it as that) and he’s just taken care of. Praised for his resilience, his curiosity. It’s comfortable. He doesn’t have to admit he’s scared and small and has no idea what he’s doing and maybe they’re all right, maybe he can’t do this. Maybe he just wants to sit under Jonahs desk as he does paperwork and recover that way, so nobody else knows how bad at this he is. Rest his head on his knee. Pretend he’s qualified and being rewarded.
I think Jon should fantasize about Jonah taking him against his will so he doesn’t have to admit to himself that he wants him. I think he should make a scenario in his head where he doesn’t have to hate himself after, all that would matter in the moment was Jonahs praise and rough touches and cumming all over himself. In the moment all that would matter is he’s saying no, no, please, and Jonah telling him he sounds even better like this, honestly. He doesn’t have to think about the implications he can just get off to the idea of being hurt by someone who doesn’t want to kill him, who wants him even. As you can see he’s processing his emotions really healthily.