Jon who WAS elias’ pet but who was abandoned in S4. It’s so stupid that. After everything else Elias has done him refusing to see Jon hurts the most. But it does.

Jon digging his old collar and leash out of his desk. Putting them on and tugging on them while he masturbates. But it just isn’t the same. Crying after he finishes because he’s so tired and stressed and lonely. And he feels so Awful. Jon trying all the things he used to do with Elias on his own. To be a good puppy. A good kitty. But it’s not the same without Elias’ love and praise and affection.