Not a fic but on the darker end, so I’m hiding it under a cut. Some noncon coma breeding shit (focused on the aftermath mainly)
Beholding won’t tell him who it is, either. Not when he spends his time paranoid and fearful again. Not when having the information would be less frightening than not. Eventually, he’ll be powerful enough to know, but not now.
Maybe it gives him the memory of his rapist’s experience, though. How his tight wet cunt felt on their cock. How wonderful it was. How he came on their fingers, and then again when they fucked him. How sometimes they liked playing with him until he came again and again and again. Enjoying his pliant body, gratified by how responsive he was to their touch. Beholding forcing his own rapist’s pleasure on him until he cums without even touching himself, crying from this additional violation.
I. I really feel like I should warn for this uh. Idk it’s just more joncon on the part of the Beholding. And also random mystery person I guess.
I think Beholding should make him experience the sensations his unconscious body felt while it was used. Feeling probing fingers at the entrance of his cunt, opening him up to take a cock. And he tries to get away but he can’t, it’s being projected right into his mind. So he just has to lie there and stifle his moans and sobs, crying quietly while he cums over and over to the memory of being raped.
He hears his rapist’s degrading thoughts, too. Not enough to identify them, just. Knowing that they called him a greedy little slut the first time they used him, when he came untouched on their cock, that they were getting off to the idea of getting him pregnant. And maybe he gets whatever fantasies they have about him too. Can’t do anything but Know about this stranger, that they got off to the idea of raping him again when he came in for his next check-up. His belly all round and full from the child they fucked into him.