Thinkin’ about Jon with a breeding kink. Fantasizing about getting pregnant. About being round and full with someone’s child, claimed.
I think he should touch himself to the thought of being Elias’ live-in breeding toy in S4. Elias refusing to ever let him go no matter how much he begs and pleads and whines for it. Elias keeping him constantly pregnant, stuffing him full of cum after every birth to knock him up again as soon as possible. Keeping him on a breeding bench until he’s been impregnated again. Jon’s tits swollen with milk basically all the time. Elias bending him over while he’s too weak and drained to fight to use his pregnant body for his own pleasure. Hates how much the fantasy appeals to him, doesn’t understand it at all.
(He wants to be Elias’ possession. He wants to be kept and owned and loved and not have any say in it, any ability to change it. He wants to be claimed thoroughly and completely by his creator who abandoned him. Also I imagine ehe’d have a lot of Feelings about his own bodily autonomy (especially where Elias is concerned) he’d be dealing with and it’d probably creep into his other kinks. No he has not realized any of these things.)