I think a big part of jons rape kink is the one doing it not caring that he’s trying to get out. Both because it’s hot as fuck but also. What if he did what he always did, tried to push away what he wanted, and they didn’t stop. What if they gave it to him anyway. What if he screamed and raged and was as difficult as always and they *didn’t care.* What if they knew he needed it. What if it didn’t matter how much he tried to stop it. They know he wants this, even if he can’t admit it. And they’re going to give it to him, whether he likes it or not. Do you get it.
What if someone knew exactly what he wanted and he didn’t have to ask for it. What if someone knew he couldn’t admit it and wasn’t mad at him for it. What if someone held him while they hurt him. What if he got to be terrified and helpless and so so loved at the same time. What if he was so wanted and so cherished and he didn’t even have to admit he needed this. What if it didn’t matter what he did. What if he didn’t have to do the right thing. What if he didn’t have to do anything at all. What if he was completely blissfully helpless. What if someone dragged every single thing he wanted out of him kicking and screaming. What if he got everything he wanted and all he had to do was cum all over himself. And what if it was someone he viewed as his dad. What if it was someone who wanted to care for him so badly they wouldn’t let him deny himself this. What if they wanted to make him feel good and didn’t care if he thought he didn’t deserve it. What if it was his dad so they wouldn’t hurt him in anyway he didn’t want. Someone who’d take care of him even as they violated him. Who’d wipe his tears and call him good and say it’s okay, they know he doesn’t mean that, they’re not mad. What if.