So the thing is, I think I really am sex-averse or maybe even repulsed. Like I don’t think I could ever sit down and actually have sex with another living person. Ever.
Like. Ok. I enjoy getting off. And I like thinking about other people (Jon) having sex, but idea of actually touching another person is. Not very appealing. And another person touching me?? Repellent. I thought I was closer to neutral (curious but mostly disinterested) but actually I think I’m much more strongly opposed to the idea than I initially figured…