Sex-repulsed Jon with rape fantasies…

He doesn’t want to have sex either but he does need to get off and he has a massive, debilitating rape kink. Jon who feels guilty every time he masturbates, especially if he’s in a relationship at the time. Consumed by shame because he either imagined someone other than his lover while getting off, or because he cast them in the role of “rapist” just so he could cum. Jon who (almost always when he’s dating someone) has frequent fantasies of being raped and bred, sent home carrying someone else’s child, forced to explain to his partner why he’s pregnant when he never had sex with them (and maybe in those fantasies they rape him too, just to punish him for being so “easy,” such a slut that he’d let anyone stick their cock in him, couldn’t even defend himself….) idk just. Sex-repulsed Jon and his rape kink…