Elias gives jon very weird intense emotions that sometimes manifest in very weird intense fantasies but jon has the exact same affect on him. The urge to create something beautiful and perfect and molded just for him someone who it’s safe to love because he’d belong to him has some very strong effects on his fantasies I think. I don’t think we think about elias’ fantasies enough. Can you imagine what they looked like when he was in prison he must’ve been going insane