Look. Jon should get to have a horrible horrible monster husband-dad-whatever the fuck who is also head over heels in love with him and deeply obsessed with him. Okay. He deserves it. Elias should be covered in blood and staring at Jon so so beautiful belly swollen with his child and he should get on his knees to eat him out, and Jon should realize with a shudder that Elias wants him so badly. Elias should be absolutely enamored with him and everything Jon has secretly wanted, just at a very nasty cost <3 yknow???