Thinks about jon post phalloplasty fucking elias for the first time…thinking about him sinking into him and just having to freeze because he’s so warm and tight and he can’t breathe, when Elias makes a deep satisfied sounding sigh. Jon having to pause and go so so slow because he’s worried he’s gonna cum within seconds <3 so overwhelmed he can hardly think with his walls pressing down around him and oh holy shit this is so much better, this is so so much better he’s going to Die and Elias looks amused, like he’s being cute and a little silly about it and he buries his face in the crook of his neck with a whine, soooo embarassed <333