Thinks about jon dreaming about Jonah during the safe house period and loses my mind. Maybe it’s just Dreams. Maybe it’s supernatural and they really are talking. So much potential. I just think. Jonah running his hand along jons chest asking why he isn’t happy, slowly going lower, Jon doesn’t have an answer. Jonah smiles at him knowingly, like that’s all he needed to hear. Maybe I just want Jonah to shove jon to the ground of his stolen nightmares and fuck him lovingly and tenderly, better than anyone else can, nobody else knows his body like this. Maybe I want Jon to lose himself in the sensations enough where he can admit how the nightmares fuel him. Fuel this terrible part of him that’s curious and intrigued by how people handle it, that almost can’t view then as People, that just wants to know…and Jonah smiles at him. Asks what’s on his mind. Jon asks if he’s going to actually fuck him or if he’s just going to sit there watching. They will have rough toxic hatesex as well but also something about…tender bodyworship as someone relives their worst moment…Jonah admiring how much more powerful hes become…this horrible torment for jon becoming a respite. A comfort. (What does he even need respite from? He should be fine now. He’s out of the institute. He’s finally smiling and laughing again. He could leave Jonah behind. Why CANT he?)