It’s really funny that jons like “my grandmother did her best to make sure I had a good childhood” and his coping mechanisms turned out to be shit like. Sleeping with a man 200 years older than him and beg for his approval. Rape kink. Sleeping with the physical embodiment of trauma and letting her rip out his organs. Throw self into abyss. Like okay yes she tried but like. I think she didn’t do a very good job there, man.