Related to my last post on my main, there’s a Reason why so much of my Joncon is omegaverse, and also why all of it in general fits several specific kinks (forced orgasm, forced pregnancy, slut-shaming, mindbreak, powerlessness, etc.). It’s a way to safely play with fucked up patriarchal ideas that I found very disturbing and unpleasant to contemplate. Like, the absolutely vile shit people would say about (people they considered) women online all the time, the horrific situations I’d heard about… in a lot of ways it really is a way to process my emotions on the topic and honestly I think it’s helped a lot. It’s very very related to growing up in a sexist patriarchal society the fucked-up dynamics and circumstances is the POINT.