God I’m still thinking about season one je from last night. I need jon to be thinking they really shouldn’t fuck but elias is so warm and steady and comfortable and he’s so responsible and understanding and he’s never ever felt so safe and at ease around someone before…never felt so appreciated and respected….I need Elias to treat Jon like a very competent child ok. I need jon to feel so small and so talented when he’s around him. Like he’s something so precious and little and easily confused but so so smart and maybe Elias is right maybe he IS cut out for this maybe he is special. I need jon falling deeper and deeper into elias’ orbit. I need jon to act like a kid around him because he just feels so so safe…