The most painful thing anout Jon is how un-werewolfable he is. He should have agonizing, hellish transformations every month. He should have strange new instincts he struggles to reign in (bite Elias bite Elias bite Elias good mate yes bite Elias claim Elias make him yours-) and he should have this huge horrible secret he’s struggling to understand and also just when he thinks he finally has a handle on things he should go into heat.