Sometimes there are also horny lizards

2025-05-15 19:05:31 ¶ ●

I think Jon has regular fantasies where he’s Elias’ young son who is so so cared for by his father who lovingly rapes him

#can i. can i say that? #fauxcest #rape fantasy #btw. 0% chance jon has reached “my personal sexual fantasies have nothing to do with what i want to happen in real life #and say nothing about my morality” yet. he’s also not getting there ever #so every time he thinks about them he’s filled with sooooo much guilt and self-loathing #and what is wrong with him and why does he think those things and what does it *MEAN* #elias puts his hand on jon’s shoulder and praises him for being such a diligent worker #in a way that sort of seems almost fatherly and jon is thinking about what it would be like if he was elias’ darling son #trusting his dad who gave him a drink that makes him so sleepy and soft and pliant #confused and unsure and letting out anxious little whines when he feels something hard and heavy pressing inside of him #and then he’s filled with shame and guilt and chastising himself for thinking like this #about something so obviously *wrong* #and when elias has been nothing but kind to him #meanwhile elias is internally annoyed because he has a meeting in ten minutes and he doesn’t have the time to masturbate to jon’s guilty #fantasies <3 5 notes