Jon fantasizes about elias being his dad and raping him so so gently and carefully and treating him like he’s just confused and doesn’t know any better when he fights back, like he just needs it patiently explained to him. Daydreaming about elias treating him like a confused child who doesn’t know that this is fine and normal and he wants it. Of course he wants it don’t be ridiculous. Here let me show you. Sorry I’m. Normal?