I think future!Jon should get to put his past self in a collar. I think future!Jon should get to degrade him and take out all their self-loathing in terrible Bad Idea scenes. I think past!Jon should feel miserable and hate it but also get soaking wet for it. Should desperately try and please their future self and feel horrible after sex with them but constantly seek out more also.

And of course Elias should be waiting to come in and help pick up the pieces. To offer more tender, loving scenes of domination. To treat past!Jon like his beloved pet. And past!Jon should be desperate to please him and should love it but also it doesn’t stop him from craving future!Jon’s cruelty and degradation (his approval).

Anyway past!Jon is doing great. Don’t worry about it <3