thinking about jon jarchivist sims as i often do and one aspect of s5 jon that i LOVE but dont see too many people talking about is how shot to hell his morals get (due to him being the Literal Antichrist) but he still remains a character very very driven by his morals. which surely won’t cause any issues at all.
like he asks other people what *they think* he should do so often or just does what *he thinks* is right because he’s running off avatar morality which is basically ‘fuck it, we ball’ and jon wants to be a good person SOO BAD but he’s LITERALLY THE ANTICHRIST!!! you guys….
caught the bug to make covers for my playlists, so i clocked back in as jon jarchivist sims’ defense lawyer. my client did all that shit, let him go!!!
thinking about jon jarchivist sims as i often do and one aspect of s5 jon that i LOVE but dont see too many people talking about is how shot to hell his morals get (due to him being the Literal Antichrist) but he still remains a character very very driven by his morals. which surely won’t cause any issues at all.
like he asks other people what *they think* he should do so often or just does what *he thinks* is right because he’s running off avatar morality which is basically ‘fuck it, we ball’ and jon wants to be a good person SOO BAD but he’s LITERALLY THE ANTICHRIST!!! you guys….
^ this guy is fucked in the head
[ID: Three excerpts from the Magnus Archives transcripts which read:
1.
Archivist: (nearly a whisper) Yes. I, I’m trying not to, but – all the fear, the anguish, i-it just keeps coming at me in waves, rolling over me, filling my head with such awful sights.
Martin: I’m sorry. That sounds… (small sigh) That sounds horrible.
Jon: I wish it was, Martin. I really wish it was.
[Something creaks.]
Jon: But it feels… right.
2.
Jordan: All that screaming… They’re everywhere… crawling over them, like they did me… It feels…
Archivist: Good?
Jordan: …
Yeah. But wrong. Sick.
What did you do to me?
Archivist: I helped you.
3.
Martin: You sound like you think they’re beautiful.
my favorite thing about tma has always been the avatars who love the fears they serve, who show that love so vibrantly that, for just a moment, they sway you into feeling like you could learn to love that fear the way they do. when jane prentiss said “not loved as you would understand it, a deeper, more primal love, a need as much as a feeling” and when jude perry said “as the heat warped my bones and bubbled my flesh, all i heard was the loving exaltation of my god” and when mike crew said “falling had always held a special place in my heart, that wonderful border between terror and delight” and when manuela dominguez said “and at his words i felt afraid, and my heart soared in terror and elation as my eyes brimmed with tears, for i knew he spoke the truth” and when hezekiah wakely said “i had never felt such safety as within the crushing weight of earth all around me, the pressing embrace of the buried.” do you get me