thinking about jon jarchivist sims as i often do and one aspect of s5 jon that i LOVE but dont see too many people talking about is how shot to hell his morals get (due to him being the Literal Antichrist) but he still remains a character very very driven by his morals. which surely won’t cause any issues at all.
like he asks other people what *they think* he should do so often or just does what *he thinks* is right because he’s running off avatar morality which is basically ‘fuck it, we ball’ and jon wants to be a good person SOO BAD but he’s LITERALLY THE ANTICHRIST!!! you guys….
^ this guy is fucked in the head
[ID: Three excerpts from the Magnus Archives transcripts which read:
1.
Archivist: (nearly a whisper) Yes. I, I’m trying not to, but – all the fear, the anguish, i-it just keeps coming at me in waves, rolling over me, filling my head with such awful sights.
Martin: I’m sorry. That sounds… (small sigh) That sounds horrible.
Jon: I wish it was, Martin. I really wish it was.
[Something creaks.]
Jon: But it feels… right.
2.
Jordan: All that screaming… They’re everywhere… crawling over them, like they did me… It feels…
Archivist: Good?
Jordan: …
Yeah. But wrong. Sick.
What did you do to me?
Archivist: I helped you.
3.
Martin: You sound like you think they’re beautiful.
