I cannot even comprehend this right now...

I cannot believe that My Chemical Romance has ended. I don’t want to believe it and I don’t even want to think about it. We are both currently holding back tears, and no, we’re not being dramatic. I feel hollow. I feel as though my world has collapsed. My life is over. My Chemical Romance IS my life. We have loved and respected everything that this band has ever done since we first discovered them in early 2005. That is 8 years. We are 21 years old; that’s nearly half our lives.

I have never loved or been as passionate about anything quite so much as I have about MCR’s music. There is nothing better in the world than MCR. I will always believe that everything MCR does is perfect. Except this. I don’t think I will be able to get over this, honestly. I will never get to see a live show again. There will be no new album. What’s going to happen with the songs they have recorded for MCR5? I won’t get to watch new interviews with all four of them together. There will be no new merchandise, which is heartbreaking because their merch is amazing. There will be nothing new at all.

My Chemical Romance makes my life worth living and they improve our lives substantially, as well as many other people’s lives. And it’s not just their music that I love… I adore and respect every member, as well as Bob, who will always be a member to me. We had the wonderful and amazing experience of meeting them all in April of 2011 and they are all fantastic people. Gerard, Mikey, Frank, and Ray are all such genuine, sweet, talented, and beautiful men.

I sincerely hope that every member continues with music because each member of MCR are astounding musicians and it would be devastating if the world forgot that. I know I never will.

I wish I could tell them thank you for everything that they have ever done for us. They have given us some of the best experiences of our lives. We would not be the people we are today without My Chemical Romance. Please tell me this is a nightmare.

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