2022-02-06 21:35:33 ¶ ● ⬈

thornandbriar:

> yes yes yes no powers of love or hope or loyalty i understand. but in my mind for the longest time was how much more than terror jon contains a record of.

friendships and bad jokes and confusion and defiance and existential wondering and mundane conversations and - even when they failed - the desperate determination to survive.

2022-02-06 21:50:46 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

thornandbriar:

> thornandbriar:

> > yes yes yes no powers of love or hope or loyalty i understand. but in my mind for the longest time was how much more than terror jon contains a record of.

> friendships and bad jokes and confusion and defiance and existential wondering and mundane conversations and - even when they failed - the desperate determination to survive.

not that i wanted a sugar-sweet, saccharine-dull ending, all lovely and in its place. i wanted for the apocalypse to be irreversible. but i think that it matters, that terror is not the only thing he holds.