September 2022

2022-09-01 21:11:15 ¶ ● ⬈

I think Elias divorces Peter just so he can win him back

#yes exactly #i think he divorces Peter to make himself seem more appealing #how lonely must it feel‚ to have someone who knows you and loves you and leaves you? #and how intriguing must it be‚ to get closer to someone who keeps themselves closed off‚ who spends their life away from the world #to have them and leave them and then to carve your way into their heart again so soon after you drove them away #they know how this will end: it never changes. but still their relationship sings to them #the drive to know what wishes to stay hidden. the want to have what cannot be had. #they will circle each other until Peter will seclude himself behind a fog which Elias cannot see through‚ #they will circle each other 'til Elias tells Peter to leave in such a hateful tone that says that all who love him will change their minds #you know it cannot last. you know the draw of aching want that they make each other feel will drive them back together. #you know it cannot last. that which drives them together will drive them apart. #Peter drifts away‚ and Elias buries a nail in the coffin and Knows the sting of rejection will help entice Peter into coming back. #they are each playing each other‚ feeding each other‚ offering themselves to their gods #they love it; they hate it. they yearn for it when it is gone‚ as they should. everything is always doomed to repeat. #our pasts shape us in ways we cannot escape. #you know it will happen again and again and again. #LonelyEyes 50 notes