when you do stuff like the hilltop (which i am unfortunately not able to see, why are you guys british?), do you feel more stressed about it or are you more enjoying it? or both?

Honestly? Probably Stressed? Lots of points of failure in live theatre and we need to change or suspend various company processes to give us time to do it. It is also fun but there’s a lot of responsibility on me and other crew to juggle various hats.