July 2023

hi!! have you seen the new Iris Van Herpen collection for fall 2023? the photos just came out today and they have extremely zmeessek vibes (that's what we call him in my server LOL) like especially all the gorgeous head pieces and extravagant collars? 💜 look look 😍

https://www.tumblr.com/fashion-runways/722125959405486080/iris-van-herpen-couture-fallwinter-2023-if-you

- @glossolali

hi lali!

i feel like the usage of the present perfect in the “have you seen” might be implying that i keep up with fashion/fashion shows, and that’s thinking too highly of me 😂 that is to say, no i hadn’t, but i looked this collection up and looked at the post you linked and it looks pretty cool! thank you for messaging me and sharing it with me!

i like the light green layered sleeves (links for any of my followers who are reading this) and would totally draw essek wearing those as part of some of his fancier outfits; they’re structured but not exceedingly sharp, and i like a certain degree of organic-looking shapes for my dynasty fashion 🤔 matt said dynasty austere and geometric but i took that one chitinous armor comment to heart and ever since then kryn dynasty drow have been bug and mushroom and bone people to me. but like, victorian. i have a vision okay

anyway, the wavy petal collars are awesome too, as well as the duochrome teal plissé fabric, that fabric specifically screams essek to me. and ear cuffs/ear ornaments are always splendid, i’ve actually never thought of giving essek just one ear cuff in my drawings before (i’ve always drawn him with a pair on) and i shall dip my toes into that puddle now

(also, i’ve seen a few people call my essek zmeessek before and it’s so cute 🥺 and kinda flattering too. i wish my once school bullies knew that folks have come up with an entire name for my specific interpretation of somebody else’s oc. that’s what success looks like fellas)

sorry for blasting your notifications. love your art 👍👍

no worries, it’s always a pleasure to get eight billion tumblr notifications and discover that all of them are just one fandom/art person methodically going through my blog and liking/reblogging all of my art or all of my art that’s relevant to their interests. makes me think about how they probably stumbled upon one of my pictures and liked it so much that they checked out my blog and went ‘all of this is great, i love it and want to share it’. thank you!

Not a question, but i missed your birthday request for cats, so here are some pictures if Hazel for your personal enjoyment

Hazel’s eye makeup is excellent, another cat whose makeup skills i covet. thank you!

some pictures of my darling boys Morfeus and Slash

these boys are lovely. always enjoy a judgy kitty cat look. thank you!

The all powerful archdruids Olive and Pretzel wish you a happy belated birthday!!

a) Olive and Pretzel are beautiful b) that pulsar embedded in Matt’s forehead is making me lose my shit. thank you!

i think i missed your birthday, but heres cats!

🥹, 🥺 and 😛, i love them thank you!!

Happy birthday! This is the most photogenic picture I have of my cat Caduceus as a present 🎉

beautiful green-eyed cat as well as an excellent composition, thank you!

Happy bday from my best friend's cat, Nano!


ohh i love Nano’s slender leggies. thank you!

Is no longer your birthday, but happy day!

Photo of my cat Güera being silly

this is a perfect illustration of my state yesterday in the 35 degrees celsius weather. i appreciate you Güera, i feel seen. thank you!

digital fanart of Caleb Widogast and Essek Thelyss, drawn from waist-up. Caleb is a light-skinned human with long red hair and a beard, and Essek is a drow with light lavender skin and short white hair with curly bangs. Essek is reclining on loosely sketched pillows, while Caleb is lying down on his stomach and resting his head on Essek's chest. Essek's face is partially hidden behind the crown of Caleb's head, and his right hand is resting on Caleb's neck and cheek; both Caleb's and Essek's eyes are closed. Caleb has a white shirt on with the sleeves rolled up, and Essek is wearing a loose dark robe. 
the picture employs a warm color scheme with soft orange lighting, as if coming from a fireplace.ALT

life has been hard and busy but the wizards are still soft and sleeping soundly in my noggin

tip jar

hello!! have you ever posted any speed paints or tutorials on how you do your art? i absolutely adore your style and i really want to see what your process is so i can try doing something similar agsgsgs

hi, thank you! you can look at progress shots for some of my pictures in the #zmeess progress shots tag, and i also occasionally answer art-related asks, which you can find if you scroll through my #zmeess talks tag.

digital sketch of Caleb Widogast, drawn from waist-up. he's hunched with his arms crossed, and is wearing an exaggeratedly pouty and frustrated expression with his brows drawn together and mouth twisted.ALT
digital sketch of Essek Thelyss. he is sitting with his legs crossed, facing somewhat away from the viewer, his hands resting on his knee with the fingers intertwined. his shoulders are rounded and he's looking away with a pouting expression.ALT

i just wanted to do a couple of screencap studies of some pouting wizards. like we all do

personally i love that Caleb’s pouting expression is ‘angry wile e coyote’, while Essek’s is 'William-Adolphe Bouguereau. The Song of the Nightingale. 1895, oil on canvas’

i mean.

a screenshot of Liam roleplaying Caleb in episode 30 of Critical Role Campaign 2, which the first sketch was referenced from.ALT
a picture of a frustrated-looking Wile E Coyote.ALT
a screenshot of Matt roleplaying Essek in episode 5 of 4-Sided Dive, which the second sketch was referenced from.ALT
The Song of the Nightingale by William-Adolphe Bouguereau, depicting a young woman sitting with her hands linked and resting on her lap closer to her knees. she's looking away from the viewer with a plaintive expression.ALT

commission for @tiddiechamp, her half-elf bard Dahlia! i have a soft spot the size of siberia for bards so i was very happy to draw her 💙💛 thank you for commissioning me!

digital fanart of Essek Thelyss standing with one of his hands raised to chest level, casting a spell. he is a drow with white hair with long curly bangs swept to one side, white eyes and dark blue skin with white freckles. he is dressed in a tunic and oversized cloak with loose sleeves and a big fur collar, held together in the front with chain clasps. the picture is relatively dark and employs a cool palette of blues, purples and browns, with cool light blue glow coming from Essek's hand.ALT

i bullied @ionomycin into doing an art trade with me, in which they drew my Essek design and i drew theirs. i was beyond ecstatic to draw io’s Essek, his white eyes and white freckles and big cute ears and floppy sleeves have bewitched me. we also align on our white nails!Essek opinions, which is a delight. and the medieval scandinavian vibes are irresistible okay.

i tried my best to do him justice in my art, but you should definitely look at the way io draws their Essek! and please check out io’s part of the trade or i will break into your house at night and rearrange all of your furniture

ionomycin:


My half of our Essek art trade with the amazing @zmeess ! I’ve been obsessed with this Aeor outfit they designed for him since forever…♡

digital fanart of Caleb Widogast and Essek Thelyss from critical role, cropped to only show their hands. Caleb's hand is drawn palm up, with nine imperfect white pearls lying in the center of it; Essek's left hand is cupping Caleb's from below, and his right is curled at the edge of Caleb's palm, as if he's just poured the pearls into his hand. 
the painting employs a limited palette of shades of teal, purple, and orange.ALT

for how much Caleb has changed Essek, i can never stop thinking about how much Essek has changed Caleb. Caleb looked at Essek and thought, this is a man whose knowledge i might be able to use to change my past. but when Caleb convinces him to share that knowledge, the first thing Essek teaches him is how to control his future

tip jar

do you have any speedpaints? your style is so increlibe im very curious how your proces goes

hi, thank you! i don’t, but i occasionally post progress shots for some of my pictures, which you can find under the #zmeess progress shots tag.

Just curious if Leyendecker was an influence in your art style. I’m obsessed with the way you both use color!

i’ve studied Leyendecker’s style quite a bit, but he hasn’t been a huge influence on my colors, i owe much more to impressionists and even realists on that front. and, y'know, myself, at least i like to think so 🤭 i’d say that some of the defining features of Leyendecker’s color, to me at least, is the overwhelming warm/sepia-toned quality, lights and shadows that are very close in hue, as well as studio-esque artificial direct lighting that is so strong it sometimes leaves even the skin of the people in his paintings shiny; none of those is something i employ often, and now that i’m leafing through my stuff, most of my works are the opposite of that. i do quite enjoy Leyendecker’s brush strokes though and thank the dude for being one of the artists that have helped me figure out what the heck to do with blank backgrounds when i only want to focus on the character and/or fashion. nothing quite like a fashion artist to aid with that!

HEY Y'ALL QUICK ANNOUNCEMENT

i’m on bluesky now too! twitter has become way too much of a yuck hole to the point of it not being funny anymore, so i’ve relocated

also unrelated, taking this opportunity to remind y'all that my name is spelled with two (2) E’s and two (2) S’s in it! they belong together, do not separate 😏

zmeess:

digital fanart of Caleb Widogast and Essek Thelyss from critical role, cropped to only show their hands. Caleb's hand is drawn palm up, with nine imperfect white pearls lying in the center of it; Essek's left hand is cupping Caleb's from below, and his right is curled at the edge of Caleb's palm, as if he's just poured the pearls into his hand. 
the painting employs a limited palette of shades of teal, purple, and orange.ALT

for how much Caleb has changed Essek, i can never stop thinking about how much Essek has changed Caleb. Caleb looked at Essek and thought, this is a man whose knowledge i might be able to use to change my past. but when Caleb convinces him to share that knowledge, the first thing Essek teaches him is how to control his future

tip jar

and here are the progress shots for this picture!

i had a lot of notes on this one, but tumblr ate my draft and now i’m too angry with it to type the entire thing up again. the only thing i will mention:

as i was compiling the above image, i noticed that the final painting appeared quite a bit more saturated and high-contrast than the previous progress shot when put next to each other, even though i didn’t touch up or color correct it at all. i thought that some might be curious as to what the heck had happened, so here’s an explanation:

  1. i added an off-white vignette; the only other things in the painting that are as light as it are the highlights on the pearls and Essek’s rings and nails, and the vignette made them pop by providing a point of reference for the eye
  2. i added a brighter orange highlight to Caleb’s thumb and the lower part of his palm below it (a quick internet search has informed me that that part is called the thenar eminence, and i was like damn, good to know). the reason i did that is because that plane is almost perpendicular to the direction of the main light source, but the whole endeavor also had a nice little bonus in the form of brightening up the overall picture
  3. i added some small patches of shadow to Essek’s right hand that were a more saturated purple than the colors around it

these were very small additions, but imo they made a big difference in how the colors appear to the viewer. i find it awesome how sometimes you don’t need to color correct the whole picture to give it a more nuanced and impactful feel, because adding a few small contrasting elements (or similarly colored, depending on what you want to achieve) might be enough. the takeaway here is that color is always relative and heavily depends on the surroundings, which i honestly find very sexy of her

zmeess:

digital fanart of Essek Thelyss standing with one of his hands raised to chest level, casting a spell. he is a drow with white hair with long curly bangs swept to one side, white eyes and dark blue skin with white freckles. he is dressed in a tunic and oversized cloak with loose sleeves and a big fur collar, held together in the front with chain clasps. the picture is relatively dark and employs a cool palette of blues, purples and browns, with cool light blue glow coming from Essek's hand.ALT

i bullied @ionomycin into doing an art trade with me, in which they drew my Essek design and i drew theirs. i was beyond ecstatic to draw io’s Essek, his white eyes and white freckles and big cute ears and floppy sleeves have bewitched me. we also align on our white nails!Essek opinions, which is a delight. and the medieval scandinavian vibes are irresistible okay.

i tried my best to do him justice in my art, but you should definitely look at the way io draws their Essek! and please check out io’s part of the trade or i will break into your house at night and rearrange all of your furniture