realized i almost never draw caleb without his signature scruff, decided to quickly remedy that just for variety’s sake
+ not very serious bonus essek ‘i haven’t trusted anyone ever’ thelyss looking at that irresistible face (after a persuasion roll so middling and sad it made everyone in exandria cringe) and deciding to reveal his super duper secret magics to a person he’s just met
I LOVE the colours in your art! They always looks so dreamy! If it's not bothersome, can you explain/ make a tutorial on how you choose the colours and how the colouring process works??
hi, thank you!!
i think the whole painting process might be a little too difficult to explain in just one tutorial; i honestly wouldn’t even know where to start. i do cover a few different aspects of it in my comments to some of my progress shots (under the #zmeess progress shots tag), and also in my replies to some asks i’ve received (i’ve just gone through my posts and tried to tag all the remotely relevant stuff #zmeess art advice). please do feel free to ask me to explain something specific you’re curious about. full disclosure, it might take me a while to reply, but i will try my best to answer your question!
i love that we get canon demisexual representation in essek
big same! funny you messaged me now, i was just discussing that with the lads. i’m personally very attached to the reading that essek wasn’t romantically or sexually attracted to caleb for a very long time (unlike caleb to essek!) and specifically only fully realized his romantic feelings towards caleb when caleb destroyed the t-dock; so to me, it’s very nice to have some meta commentary that would indirectly support this interpretation.
i hesitate to call this one shadowgast spice because it’s not sexual, but it does feature rope bondage so i thought that i should probably put it under a read more 💜 enjoy!
i’ve got a certain number of bondage/shibari-related shadowgast headcanons that are super fun to explore in my head, but to my constant disappointment i am not an experienced writer, so what you’re getting is less plot and more pictures of people being soft and in love. over and over and over again. which is also very good if i say so myself
(maybe a little bit plot)
anyway, Caleb’s freckles needed to be kissed yesterday
i hesitate to call this one shadowgast spice because it’s not sexual, but it does feature rope bondage so i thought that i should probably put it under a read more 💜 enjoy!
oh i’m now realizing that this might not be clear because the drawing is posed a certain way for the sake of aesthetically pleasing composition, but especially if you’re not familiar with the practice, so as an addendum: what Essek is doing with his hand is checking for nerve compression. Caleb is squeezing his fingers to let him know/ensure that he can still easily move his hand! this tie can damage both your radial and ulnar nerves if done improperly (and sometimes if you’re simply unlucky), so what i wanted to show was some wizard-to-wizard communication : )
hi! your colors are amazing! can you tell how you usually do reflections in your art? thanks!
hi, thank you!!
would you mind clarifying, do you mean reflections of objects on highly reflective surfaces such as glass, highlights on reflective surfaces, or indirect reflected light (such as when a red object casts red onto a nearby white object)? feel free to reblog with what you meant or send another ask, and i will try my best to explain!
i’ve created a new tag for suggestive art and anything i can reasonably identify as nsfw, and for now it’s called #zmeess spice! feel free to peruse my sexy wares. the art under that tag will not necessarily be explicit or sexual at all, but probably something you’d rather your boss didn’t catch you looking at at work. subject to change!
as a reminder & for people who didn’t see my initial announcement, i also have a separate blueskyaccount for the sexy stuff. some art on it is/will be more explicit and/or less censored than what i post on tumblr. hop on in!
to me, the most important functions of reflected light are a) the ability to quickly let the viewer’s brain know that two objects in the picture are inhabiting the same space, b) tie the painting together by intermingling different colors and c) create visual metaphor if needed. because of that, more often than not, i simplify and exaggerate reflected light and there isn’t much complex photo-realistic stuff going on in my style. in general, i consider/employ the following:
the two most important aspects of reflected light that i primarily think about are the hue and the strength of it (these are not really technical terms, only what i consider when painting). the hue mainly depends on the hues of the two objects that are casting the reflected light onto each other (e.g., one is purple and the other is red), and the strength depends on more factors, such as the values of the objects (i.e., how dark/light they are), their texture/reflectiveness, the degree of saturation (e.g., neon pink vs muted powder pink) and how far away the objects are from each other.
the hue is the simplest part—a blue object will cast blue reflected light onto another object, an orange one will cast orange light, and so on. the easiest way to depict that is to simply use the local color of the object (the local color is the ‘true’ color of the object, unaffected by light and shadow) to lightly paint on the reflected light (i use paint tool sai and its blending engine is excellent—you can very easily control how much color you want to impart). here you can see the pink backpack reflecting pink light onto the mint hoodie, and vice versa. it’s very straightforward—the reflected light was lightly brushed on using the local color (or something similar) of the backpack and the hoodie respectively:
i don’t always use the local color/hue of the nearest object though. the reason for that is both physical/optical and artistic: the physical is in the fact that very often, your reflected/indirect light will be affected not only by the color of the nearest object, but other objects around it too (unless the two objects that you’re depicting are right up against each other; then they largely block out the reflected light from other sources). the artistic is in the fact that sometimes, changing the color of the reflected light allows you to tie the picture together and/or change/amplify the mood. like here:
the reflected light on the forehead/face on the right is orange-ish/peach—makes sense, the human on the left has a light beige skin tone. but the reflected light on the human is not grayish-purple like the skin tone of the other character would suggest—instead, it’s a pretty bright pink. the reason i chose that color is because i wanted to warm up the color of the reflected light based on the influence of the surroundings (here, it’s brightly lit sand), but still keep the hint of purple to create a visual metaphor of the two characters casting light onto each other in the shadow.
as i’ve said before, the strength of the reflected light—i.e., how immediately visible it is—depends on a bunch of stuff. what i keep in mind for this (and in general) is that indirect light is called indirect because it’s, well. not direct. it occurs in shadows and is the light that other objects have reflected. this matters because:
very, very simply put, a red object is red because it absorbs all wavelengths of visible light except for red, which it reflects. the more red it doesn’t absorb, the more red it appears—a red apple will reflect more red than an orange. a black object is the more black the more light it absorbs; a white object is whiter when it reflects more of all wavelengths of visible light. so when a red object casts reflected light, it’s gonna be the red wavelength cause it’s absorbing everything else, and the higher the saturation of the object, the higher the saturation of the reflected light will be. for the same reason, the lighter an object is in value, the stronger the reflected light that it casts will be—because the object reflects a lot of light! if you put two very dark objects next to each other, you won’t see much reflected light between them since they’re absorbing everything. this is also why a reflective object of one color will cast a stronger reflected light onto something than a matte object of the same color would.
see how the nails reflect very bright yellow-ish light in the shadow that the fingers cast? i think this more than anything else imparts how shiny the nail polish is, because the matte by comparison purple-ish skin does not cast reflective light that is just as saturated.
because of the whole wavelength thing, when the two objects that are casting reflected light onto each other are the same or similar color, i make the reflected light more saturated. that bright salmon colored spot between the fingers in the picture below is there partially because the fingers are the same color and they keep bouncing the same wavelengths between each other like an echo chamber, which amplifies the saturation. technically speaking, reflected light can’t be more or just as saturated/bright as the direct light bouncing off an object (makes sense—indirect light comes not from a light source but from an object that doesn’t produce light, hence there’s gonna be less of it). but i am not beholden to the rules of this physical universe. i wanted a saturated salmon spot there because i wanted to achieve a soft soap bubble quality to the color scheme, so i put it there. plus there’s blood underneath the skin and subsurface scattering, but that’s another thing that i’m not gonna touch upon here. the pearls are also casting bright orange light onto the palm all over the place because they’re reflective.
how far the objects are from each other matters too, as well as the angles of their planes in relation to each other. the closer the objects are to each other, the stronger the reflected light will be, because it doesn’t have enough time to disperse before it bounces back off the next object. however, if the angle between the planes of your objects is obtuse, they won’t reflect light onto each other no matter how close they are. you can observe that if you put two brightly colored books next to each other—if their covers are at an acute angle to each other, the reflected light will be more saturated than if they’re at a right angle, and you will hardly see any reflected light at all (from one of the books on the other) if the angle is obtuse.
i also always keep in might the kind of ambient reflected light that doesn’t come from any nearby objects. like here:
tons of blue/periwinkle reflected light from the ambient color of the sky. or here:
there is a lot of green reflected light on the red shirt, even though the next closest thing is a white shirt. why the hell did i do that? mostly it was because there is a lot of greenery surrounding the characters and using tons of green in the reflected light/shadows tied the picture together. the other reason is because the planes of the folds of the red shirt are not parallel to the white shirt, and therefore i decided to make them pick up more green than white light, though you can still see the reflected white light (in the form of peach strokes) on the folds that are more parallel to the white shirt.
this is the gist of what i keep in mind when i do reflected light! it’s not super realistic and i take a lot of liberties and sometimes realize later that i should have painted something differently. as always, i recommend using references whenever possible or needed, as well as observing the world in general to learn what light can do. reading up on reflected light in art and photography has also helped me a lot! i try not to feel too attached to how light would act in real life though—sometimes, artistic exaggeration and discretion helps me more than optics. if a red object casting green light will serve to relay my very important message or whatever, i’m gonna do that. my motto is that you can successfully break any rule as long as you know why the rule exists in the first place; if you know how reflected light works in real life/how to depict it realistically, you will know how to break those rules to achieve something different.
hope this post helps!
(shout out to critical role the show for sponsoring this entire tutorial (they paid me in dopamine). at first i tried to use art of different characters as examples but all of my recent stuff is fanart of the same two cringefail lads. update: oh god i’m rereading this and i hope everyone understood that this was a joke, they didn’t actually sponsor me. i was just using my fanart of the characters that appear on the show because i’ve been drawing them a lot because i enjoy said show. end disclaimer. if any of you found this explanation useful and wanna toss a coin to me in thanks, my tip jar is here)
also fellas jsyk tumblr took away dms from me on this blog (i literally can’t access them both on mobile and desktop even though others can message me if they’ve messaged me before), so until tumblr staff gets back to me on this issue in approximately three years, if you wanna reach me your best bet is using the ask option.
this disappearing of dms looks a bit like a shadow ban. i think if you reached out to support they should be able to fix it in a couple of weeks if that’s the problem.
i love your art very much and send you hugs :)
hi!
the funniest thing is that when i’d looked through their faq before i reached out to their support, they had this proudly displayed on this page:
we’ll see what it actually is. i’ve had to reach out to them three times these past several days (the first one was because one of my side blogs had just up and disappeared, how fun!) and i’m yet to receive anything other than their automated replies. which is fine, things take time, but knowing about other users’ experience with tumblr support, i don’t have much hope LOL
the most hilarious thing so far is that tumblr won’t let me send any more bug reports (i’ve just tried to send another one, this time in regards to my broken-ass inbox that won’t display any of the asks i’ve received on desktop and keeps hiding/deleting some asks before i’ve had the chance to answer them (SOME OF MY BIRTHDAY CATS ARE GONE NOW!!!!!)) and the little blue “send my feedback” button just keeps loading and loading
please tumblr, at least let me complain?
anyway, cohost anyone? i’ve just created an account there because i’m done with tumblr live, so if you’re on there, feel free to follow me! i can’t post on there yet (on the waiting list) but i’m very curious to try.
my cohost page is fully set up and you can follow me over there! it’s very nice so far. why you might care: aside from the obvious benefit of cohost not being a corporate hell hole full of ads and terrible algorithms, that’s where i’m gonna be posting my uncensored spicy stuff, because i can’t do it on tumblr 😉 i also post uncensored stuff on my spicy bluesky, but signing up for cohost is way easier fellas! they also have comments with no character limit (among other things), so if you wanna chat, that’s where you can do it. sign up for cohost. do it in the name of smut
“a little spark found me in a lightless city” makes me Emo everytime it crosses my dash. just so you know. (like. even just the phrase itself, art not taken into account (which. also makes me Emo)) 💜🧡💜💜
this image is about me vvv
glad you enjoy my paratext shenanigans, and thank you! 😌💜
Yasha is convinced their cake is a half gooey half burnt mess because Essek was wearing gloves the entire time they were baking (alchemist habits) and due to that none of his love had transferred from his hands to the ingredients. also she wasn’t sure what baking powder is
(it was actually Essek fucking up the temperature. they did get all the ingredients right down to the gram though)
shout out to @ionomycin for making me think about Yasha and Essek baking cakes together, and @khalliys for giving me an absolutely hilarious mental image of Yasha making Essek wear her apron
a few people seem to be really enjoying my version of Yasha’s hair so i thought i could upload the picture where i first decided to draw it like that (coincidentally my first Yasha picture in general). i love Yasha with curly hair! this is a sketch i did for a kiss meme in 2021; one of the requests was BeauYasha + hand kiss and i was like HELL YEAH I WILL DRAW THE GIRLIES
it’s super duper simple and rough but i still think it’s very cute *chin hands*
at first i was expecting it to be in the shape of a dragon, then i thought that surely it will be a dick and then i started to fear that i was gonna be rickrolled at the end of this 15 minute long video, but none of those things happened. this was an intriguing experience
some watercolor studies that i posted on boosty last month! every so often i go outside to touch grass and remember what it’s like to paint with my favorite traditional medium 🥲 i need to do it more often
you know how i’ve been mentioning an Essek expression sheet i’ve been working on for eight billion years? yeah i accidentally ended up finishing a Caleb one first. these are all either based on or directly referenced from actual in-game roleplay! early Caleb is delightful 😼 (more Caleb expression sketches to come at some point in the future)
Will you post any more watercolor studies? Theyre absolutely gorgeous! I've been trying to replicate watercolor texture/behavior digitally and theyre probably the best source of reference/inspiration I have so far, as someone who never really bought physical watercolors
i’m glad you like those studies and that they serve as a point of inspiration for you 🥰 as for your question: it’s possible but not likely? i rarely work with traditional media anymore, those four studies i posted are really it when it comes to recent stuff 😂 three were from an outing in august and one is an older thing from like two years ago. me and one of my roommates were planning to make another plein air trip in september, but september is almost over and i don’t know if that will pan out with the weather and our schedules. if we do end up going somewhere though i might post stuff later!
have you considered doing your style of essek from the recent official art on the back of the mini figure? I'd love to see him in your style!!
no, i haven’t! i do remember that i really really liked his belt, but i generally picture essek wearing clothes that are quite different from that outfit, so i’m having trouble imagining how i’d draw it in my style 🤔 HOWEVER, entirely unrelated to the art: i had very strong opinions on the fact that the figure had a black parasol and not a pink one, so i might want to remedy that injustice in the future /j
this one had been part of the Caleb expression sheet (cause dry delivery is an intrinsic Caleb quality that i love) but it accidentally turned out stupid horny without my intention so i had to replace it with other Calebs for propriety’s sake. i’m uploading it outside of that sheet though for the sake of authentic dirt wizard representation