May 2024

a digital hips-up painting of an elf. he is slender, with a hint of muscle on his forearms, and has medium brown freckled skin and long bright ginger box braids pulled back and out of his face into a haphazard half-bun half-down hairstyle. he is wearing a gray shirt with its sleeves rolled up to his elbows, a delicate embroidered white silk undershirt visible where the gray shirt is open at the top, and a leather apron. perched on top of his head are magnification glasses with brass-colored metal frames and side shields; there is a silver ring with a black gemstone on his right hand and a few simple bracelets on his left wrist.
he is looking wistfully off screen, and in his hands he is holding a small iridescent porcelain cup, with a cinnamon stick poking out of it and light golden tea visible inside.ALT

commission for @elle-thereafter, an original character named Perran from her CR fanfic Gate Building: See also, Bargaining with Archfey, Complications of! El wanted to know what her character would look like if put on canvas, and helping people visualize their lovely brainchildren is one of my most favorite things, so i was very happy to work on this portrait. thank you for commissioning me! 💜

perhaps a silly ask but you are so good at drawing hands and feet, and they (feet especially) continue to elude me. do you have any tips for breaking those fuckers into manageable shapes/refs you recommend?

aww, thank you typhros!

my forever ever number one tip is using references, and more often than not i photograph my own hands (and feet!) to get the exact posing and angle i need. the downside of using only your own body as a reference is the risk of ending up drawing bodies that all look the same, and i do my best to counteract that by studying pictures of other people! just, anywhere and everywhere. i save quite a few pictures to my ref folders with thoughts of ‘oh yes, these particular hands have this particular feature that i want to give this particular character when i draw them’. then i can use my own hands as a pose reference, but give different characters their own unique hands.

(teeny tiny tip related to the above: imo a very fast and easy way to diversify your hands is to give your characters differently shaped nails. and i don’t only mean differently shaped nail tips, but the nail beds specifically! it’s amazing how diverse nails can be, no one in my family has the same nail shape. : D that being said, nails are not the only thing you can play with: hands can have different amounts of fat on them, veins that are or are not prominent, thin or thick skin that influences the color, various degrees of being manicured or not, all sorts of marks such as freckles/moles/scars/hangnails/tattoos, and tons of other stuff.)

the legendary @ adorkastock here on tumblr has two whole books of nothing but hand and feet references (which i regrettably do not own but hear are great), and i also highly recommend @ subwayhands over on instagram for random hand enrichment. simply a great collection of photography (done by Hannah La Follette Ryan) if you want to study what human hands look like.

as for how to break hands and feet down into manageable shapes: a lot of great tutorials have been done on the subject and i don’t think i’ll be able to recommend anything particularly nifty when it comes to the building blocks, but i can recommend drawing the outer shape of hands and feet first, especially when you’re working from a reference! and only then start filling it in with details.

this will help you not get lost in the minutiae of fingers and folds of skin and instead allow you to reliably capture the proportions and movement.

hope this is helpful! happy hand and feet drawing 🤞

elle-thereafter:

zmeess:

a digital hips-up painting of an elf. he is slender, with a hint of muscle on his forearms, and has medium brown freckled skin and long bright ginger box braids pulled back and out of his face into a haphazard half-bun half-down hairstyle. he is wearing a gray shirt with its sleeves rolled up to his elbows, a delicate embroidered white silk undershirt visible where the gray shirt is open at the top, and a leather apron. perched on top of his head are magnification glasses with brass-colored metal frames and side shields; there is a silver ring with a black gemstone on his right hand and a few simple bracelets on his left wrist.
he is looking wistfully off screen, and in his hands he is holding a small iridescent porcelain cup, with a cinnamon stick poking out of it and light golden tea visible inside.ALT

commission for @elle-thereafter, an original character named Perran from her CR fanfic Gate Building: See also, Bargaining with Archfey, Complications of! El wanted to know what her character would look like if put on canvas, and helping people visualize their lovely brainchildren is one of my most favorite things, so i was very happy to work on this portrait. thank you for commissioning me! 💜

A while back I just happened to be scrolling through Tumblr when I saw @zmeess had opened their commissions 20 minutes prior. I had been thinking for a while I might get some art of Perran from my Gate Building universe commissioned and the prospect of getting that art done by the wonderful @zmeess sounded magical.

As a writer who is extremely, extremely far toward the aphantasia side of the visualisation spectrum, figuring out what things look like is a constant challenge. My descriptions are about vibes and hinting at aesthetic, tone, or emotion because I can’t picture anything, all I have is words. I don’t really know what anything I write about really looks like. My brain works entirely in words and abstract thought.

Seeing this character come to life has been an absolutely thrill and I couldn’t be more delighted to finally know what Perran looks like. I never meant to create Perran. He was a narrative convenience and meant to deliver exposition and disappear in a couple of chapters, but became something so much more complex and real, and I absolutely fell in love with him and his unexpected part of the story.

I’m so delighted I’ve been grinning all week. I can see him! His hair, his nose, his lips, his fucking lovely freckles! His bracelets! His endless tea! The muscles in his arms from smithing! The faraway look in his eyes.

If you ever wonder if commissioning art of your original characters will be worth it: yes, yes it absolutely is.

Thank you @zmeess, you were wonderful to work with! 💜🧡

digital fanart of Essek Thelyss from Critical Role, with only his head and hands fully rendered while the rest of his body is covered in nondescript dark clothes.

he is depicted as a young-looking slender drow, with light gray-purple skin, short wavy blond hair, periwinkle eyes and small pointed ears. he appears to be sitting down in an armchair, leaning his left elbow on the armrest and touching his lips with the fingers of his left hand, right hand resting on his knee. he is looking off-screen with an attentive expression and a soft amused smile.

the painting employs a limited palette of beige, mauve, dusty purple and light blue.ALT

a little study i did to try to depict Essek looking as realistic (within my style) as possible. you can tell i was serious by the fact that i blacked out his clothes so as not to get distracted from the task at hand /j

i encounter a few persistent issues when i draw Essek; it’s not only in him not being a real person that i can’t look at to then draw accurately as far as his facial features are concerned, but also in the fact that purple people don’t exist. i can’t study, from pictures or real life, how skin of that color would behave in different lighting, how the blood vessels would appear from underneath it, what shade the sebum would highlight the nose and forehead with, and on and on and on. i can only make an educated guess, and it takes a lot of mental math each time 🤭 so here i tried paying special attention to the realism of it all, to see if i’ll learn something! my art is somewhat (semi-)realistic as is, but there still is a fair amount of stylizing going on, and i wanted to have a bit of fun figuring out where it happens. so far noticed that i tend to exaggerate facial features and make them larger than they would probably be on a real person (noses and eyes in particular), and my art could benefit from more different hues when i’m doing skin, especially green.

very excited to try doing Caleb next \o/

detail!

a close-up of the above picture, showing Essek's face and hand.ALT

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nikkilbook:

zmeess:

digital fanart of Essek Thelyss from Critical Role, with only his head and hands fully rendered while the rest of his body is covered in nondescript dark clothes.

he is depicted as a young-looking slender drow, with light gray-purple skin, short wavy blond hair, periwinkle eyes and small pointed ears. he appears to be sitting down in an armchair, leaning his left elbow on the armrest and touching his lips with the fingers of his left hand, right hand resting on his knee. he is looking off-screen with an attentive expression and a soft amused smile.

the painting employs a limited palette of beige, mauve, dusty purple and light blue.ALT

a little study i did to try to depict Essek looking as realistic (within my style) as possible. you can tell i was serious by the fact that i blacked out his clothes so as not to get distracted from the task at hand /j

i encounter a few persistent issues when i draw Essek; it’s not only in him not being a real person that i can’t look at to then draw accurately as far as his facial features are concerned, but also in the fact that purple people don’t exist. i can’t study, from pictures or real life, how skin of that color would behave in different lighting, how the blood vessels would appear from underneath it, what shade the sebum would highlight the nose and forehead with, and on and on and on. i can only make an educated guess, and it takes a lot of mental math each time 🤭 so here i tried paying special attention to the realism of it all, to see if i’ll learn something! my art is somewhat (semi-)realistic as is, but there still is a fair amount of stylizing going on, and i wanted to have a bit of fun figuring out where it happens. so far noticed that i tend to exaggerate facial features and make them larger than they would probably be on a real person (noses and eyes in particular), and my art could benefit from more different hues when i’m doing skin, especially green.

very excited to try doing Caleb next \o/

detail!

a close-up of the above picture, showing Essek's face and hand.ALT

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Oooh, I just had a thought—

So the traditional logic for faces is the yellow, red, and blue zones, yeah? Yellow for forehead, red for nose and cheeks, blue for mouth and jaw.

I remember reading one of my textbooks—probably Gurney’s Color and Light—and he explained that it was because the forehead has bone really close to the surface, the cheeks/nose/ears have a ton of blood vessels, and the jaw has a ton of hair follicles, which, for darker hair, creates a bluish cast!

I also remember my art teacher putting on the DVD extras for the 3D Smurf film, playing an interview/BTS thing from the modelers and animators where they talked about what color of blood Smurfs have. Going by Smurf logic, you’d expect blue, right? Everything they eat is blue, they are blue, To Smurf is To Blue. But apparently, when they rendered that with all the subsurface scattering and the slight translucence that comes from skin, the blue blood looked super creepy and off-putting, so they ended up changing it back to red, and that looked right.

I read a fic recently (I know it’s called zweifacher, but I can’t recall the fic writer at this exact second), where one of the author’s notes mentioned that they were treating drow like silkie chickens, with hyperpigmentation, so their blood was almost black, their muscles and bones were black—not teeth though, because teeth aren’t bones??? madness— and that just seemed really cool to me.

So I guess all these thoughts coalesce into a series of questions:

Something that might be a super useful tool would be like, a flesh orb or something. Make a sphere in Blender or something, and give it material settings so that you could individually set the local color of like, skin, muscle, blood, hair, and bone, and then have a couple rendering presets for lighting scenarios, and then you’d be able to mess around with the colors to find the look you want, and then boom you have your skin tone reference.

Dang it, now I really want one of those, why can’t I just be magically better at Blender

i kid you not this is exactly my thought process! i headcanon that drow have dark purple/almost black blood (which influences the color of the blush, subsurface scattering, veins, lips and mucous membranes), no robust facial hair but hair follicles present at the unnoticeable peach fuzz level (which influences the jaw and the area around the mouth), white bones (which lend slightly yellow-ish cast to areas of skin that stretch close to the bone), and so on and so forth. i’ve even been working on an Essek 3d sculpt in Blender in the hopes that i’ll be able to figure out how to paint it and then stick it into environments for on-demand color references 😂 (it’s slow-going because i’m a Blender novice)

high five on having same brain 🙌

zmeess:

digital fanart of Essek Thelyss from Critical Role, with only his head and hands fully rendered while the rest of his body is covered in nondescript dark clothes.

he is depicted as a young-looking slender drow, with light gray-purple skin, short wavy blond hair, periwinkle eyes and small pointed ears. he appears to be sitting down in an armchair, leaning his left elbow on the armrest and touching his lips with the fingers of his left hand, right hand resting on his knee. he is looking off-screen with an attentive expression and a soft amused smile.

the painting employs a limited palette of beige, mauve, dusty purple and light blue.ALT

a little study i did to try to depict Essek looking as realistic (within my style) as possible. you can tell i was serious by the fact that i blacked out his clothes so as not to get distracted from the task at hand /j

i encounter a few persistent issues when i draw Essek; it’s not only in him not being a real person that i can’t look at to then draw accurately as far as his facial features are concerned, but also in the fact that purple people don’t exist. i can’t study, from pictures or real life, how skin of that color would behave in different lighting, how the blood vessels would appear from underneath it, what shade the sebum would highlight the nose and forehead with, and on and on and on. i can only make an educated guess, and it takes a lot of mental math each time 🤭 so here i tried paying special attention to the realism of it all, to see if i’ll learn something! my art is somewhat (semi-)realistic as is, but there still is a fair amount of stylizing going on, and i wanted to have a bit of fun figuring out where it happens. so far noticed that i tend to exaggerate facial features and make them larger than they would probably be on a real person (noses and eyes in particular), and my art could benefit from more different hues when i’m doing skin, especially green.

very excited to try doing Caleb next \o/

detail!

a close-up of the above picture, showing Essek's face and hand.ALT

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very very quick psa: lads please don’t send me spoilers 🥲 i totally understand that everyone is super excited, however i’m not caught up on c3 and won’t be for a while. i’m doing my best to block all the cr tags but it’s hard to avoid spoilers when they’re in your inbox or tags 😭 thank you

digital fanart of Caleb Widogast from Critical Role, with only his head and forearms fully rendered while his shirt with rolled up sleeves lacks any details and is painted solid beige.

he is a human in his early forties, with light freckled skin and blue eyes; he has shoulder-length slightly wavy ginger hair and a beard, with light streaks at his temples and at the corners of his mouth. he appears to be sitting down on a chair, leaning forward with his right elbow on the table in front of him. his right hand is caught in the middle of dragging across his mouth, the fingers propping up the chin and the left cheek, the thumbnail caught between his teeth. his left hand is pressing down on top of the back of the chair behind him, the elbow pointed back. on both of his forearms there are regularly spaced long-healed hypertrophic scars. he is looking off-screen with an intense contemplative expression on his face.

the painting employs a limited palette of light green, beige, peach, brown and light blue.ALT

a Caleb study to go with the Essek study i posted a couple days ago!

just like with Essek, i tried to focus on the realism here 👀 it’s easier with Caleb because he is a human and photo references are easier to come by for humans, but he is still not a real person i can observe so there is a fair bit of theatre of the mind modeling going on when i draw him 🤭

detail!

a close-up of the above image, showing Caleb's face and right hand.ALT

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p.s. also i’m aware that i’m posting art right after some exciting things have happened in c3, so just to make it clear: guys PLEASE do not spoil anything in the tags. thank you \o/

I came for the shadowghast and I'm staying for how absolutely inspiring everything else you draw is. I love how intentional your colours and brush strokes look, I really want to get to a place like that with my art and damn if yours doesn't re-motivate me to keep trying!

hi, thank you so much!! i’m so happy to hear you like my stuff and that it’s inspired you to continue making art 😭

not even a proper ask really i just realized one of my ocs was practically made in a lab for you to have a good time drawing (lilac-themed eladrin with hair made of lilac flowers) and i have now started saving up for when your next batch of comms drops :) hope you're having a good one!

aww thank you for thinking of me 🥺 your OC sounds AMAZINGLY purple and i would love to draw them!! i’m already pondering how i would render lilac flowers 👀

digital fanart of Essek Thelyss from Critical Role, with only his head and hands fully rendered while the rest of his body is covered in nondescript dark clothes.

he is depicted as a young-looking slender drow, with light gray-purple skin, short wavy blond hair, periwinkle eyes and small pointed ears. he appears to be sitting down in an armchair, leaning his left elbow on the armrest and touching his lips with the fingers of his left hand, right hand resting on his knee. he is looking off-screen with an attentive expression and a soft amused smile.

the painting employs a limited palette of beige, mauve, dusty purple and light blue.ALT
digital fanart of Caleb Widogast from Critical Role, with only his head and forearms fully rendered while his shirt with rolled up sleeves lacks any details and is painted solid beige.

he is a human in his early forties, with light freckled skin and blue eyes; he has shoulder-length slightly wavy ginger hair and a beard, with light streaks at his temples and at the corners of his mouth. he appears to be sitting down on a chair, leaning forward with his right elbow on the table in front of him. his right hand is caught in the middle of dragging across his mouth, the fingers propping up the chin and the left cheek, the thumbnail caught between his teeth. his left hand is pressing down on top of the back of the chair behind him, the elbow pointed back. on both of his forearms there are regularly spaced long-healed hypertrophic scars. he is looking off-screen with an intense contemplative expression on his face.

the painting employs a limited palette of light green, beige, peach, brown and light blue.ALT

i thought i could post my realistic studies of the wizard husbands together. just cause 💜🧡

here are the links to Essek and Caleb posted separately + some of my musings on the process : )

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p.s. please don’t spoil the recent stuff in the tags _(┐「ε:)_ thank you!

Hi! I hope you're having a great day.

I love your art deeply and love the painterly quality of it. Thus I've been wondering if you have any traditional art you can share? I've seen the watercolor nature paintings you did and loved them, as I also love working with water colors.

Have you every worked with oils, or gouache?

hi, thank you so much for this sweet message 🥺 you inspired me to do a study of a tulip i saw on my walk today! it had a bird cherry bloom inside of it and i found that incredibly charming.

a small watercolor study of a vivid red tulip bathed in bright afternoon sunlight, done on textured watercolor paper. the tulip's bloom is facing the viewer; its center is purple-black with a yellow and white outline, with the characteristic three-sided pistil in the middle. there is a tiny off-white withered bird cherry bloom resting on one of the petals. behind the tulip there is a suggestion of green leaves and ground.ALT

as for oils and gouache: when i work digitally i 100% employ the principles used in oil painting (and other types of opaque paints, as opposed to watercolors), but funnily enough i have always hated working with gouache, and i have never worked with oils! mostly because i was very young and very broke when i was a traditional painter, and oil painting is Expensive. or at least it seemed so at the time 😔 now that i’m considering it though, i think i might try oil painting in the future. could be fun to roll around in real paint!

fellas for the love of god PLEASE stop spoiling the latest c3 episode in my inbox. i’m begging you. if another person sends me an ask even as much as hinting at what has happened i will be blocking them and closing my ask box for an indeterminate amount of time.

digital thighs-up painting of an aasimar pointing a revolver gun off-screen. 

she is athletic and curvy, has dark brown skin with glowing golden freckles, and golden pupil-less eyes with black sclera. she wears her black-to-red-to-yellow ombre hair in long box braids that are flying around her with her dynamic movement. her ears look like small red-orange wings, and she has a crown of five red-orange crystals growing on her forehead along her hairline, as well as a few on her exposed shoulders.

she is dressed in a dark red embroidered duster over an unbuttoned red shirt, beige pants, and a dark corset. she is also wearing a cowboy hat, and there is a silver sheriff badge hanging off her leather neck armor.

she is looking in the same direction that she is pointing her gun in, with a fierce and wounded expression on her face; there are golden tears flowing down her cheeks. behind her are four very stylized wings, and a glowing halo.ALT

another commission for @tiddiechamp, her amazing aasimar gunslinger Montoya! it’s such an honor to draw her again, thank you for commissioning me 😭❤️

Hey zemeess, don't worry, no spoilers here

Just wanted to ask what do you think would be Essek and Calebs favorite tea? Or do you think one of them is more a coffee person?


Hope you have a nice day :D

thank you for the sweet non-spoilery ask \o/

i think i’ve had this discussion with some friends before! i can see many different headcanons with different reasoning behind them fitting them in many different ways, but if i had to pick one now, i’d say… 🤔 Essek is definitely a tea person but not as much of a tea snob and/or connoisseur as Yussa is. he has one or two VERY fancy teas that he loves and he inhales like a bathtub of it a day (moderation? don’t know her). strikes me more as a non-fermented kind of tea person, i can see him being a fan of the exandrian equivalent of bai hao yinzhen.

as for Caleb… here’s a question: how readily available would tea and coffee be in the Empire? from what i’ve seen canon treats them as something everyone knows and can buy at the local market, but i feel like it might be more fun to picture them as a more or less expensive import, and that would probably mean that Caleb didn’t have them as a child. tisanes made of local plants though? that could be interesting, and i can see Caleb having a soft spot for elderberry tea that his mother used to make or something like that 🥺

Tea snob Yussa is so correct, so now I simply must ask what you think his favorite teas would be 👀

i feel like Yussa would try any tea at least twice to make sure his conclusions are correct. and he strikes me as a person with very refined but Very varied tastes that would have a favorite tea for any occasion. ‘i think this particular sunset calls for [anything from an incredibly famous and incredibly expensive tea to some smelly lichen that grows only in one godsforsaken patch of eiselcross], steeped for exactly 30 seconds’

a digital lineart piece featuring Caleb and Essek from critical role. Essek is naked save for plain boxer-briefs, lying on his back with each of his forearms tied to the respective upper arm, with the elbows pointing up and the palms resting right next to his head on the pillow. he is blindfolded with a satiny sleeping mask, and is pressing his face into one of his raised arms. his legs are also tied, with his walking cane used as an improvised spreader bar, tucked in the fold between the calves and the back of his thighs. Caleb, dressed in a simple t-shirt that is slightly too big for him, is sitting on his haunches between Essek's spread thighs. he is pushing Essek's legs down closer to his stomach with his left hand on the back of Essek's thigh, while in his right hand he is holding a lit pillar candle, dripping melted wax onto Essek's chest with an expression of awe and reverence on his face.ALT

commission for @eldritchmochi, an illustration of a very steamy scene from his fic coping skills! 😏 (this chapter in particular!)

this picture was a very fun challenge for me from the point of view of posing, and y'all know me. always happy to draw ropes 💜 thank you for commissioning me!

Is there a magic secret I never learned in all the art classes I've taken? How do you pick the colors you use??? I'm in love with all your choices. Like the little bits of color that don't match what color it's near... how do you decide where the color goes? Is it like the shadows and highlights? Your color palettes are gorgeous. Your art is so beautiful.

thank you!

there is no magic secret! it is all about how you choose to interpret the color you see—i.e., your personal stylization.

look at this wonderful picture of fuji apples:

a photograph of two red fuji apples against a rocky background.ALT

(By Scott Bauer, USDA ARS, Public Domain)

the local color of the fuji apples above is red, and they’re lit and photographed in a way that makes them appear pretty uniformly red in hue as well. but you can still pick up some small variations in hue, as well as saturation (chroma) and value!

the same photograph with three small painted squares over it, the shades of the squares picked with an eyedropper from different patches of one of the apples. one square is peachy-orange, the second is a white that only slightly leans green, and the third is very dark red. next to each of the squares are screenshots of the corresponding hue/saturation/value scales.ALT

you can go the hyper-realistic route, carefully observing and replicating the colors you see to create a painting of fuji apples that is as close to real life as possible. you can also choose to stylize and interpret the colors through a certain lens, which may help convey a certain mood or just make the image more aesthetically pleasing (humans usually enjoy limited palettes it seems).

there is an infinite number of ways you can do that! which is where the fun of experimenting and developing your own style lies. the important thing you need to remember is that, while i picked those little swatches with the eyedropper tool, you should observe and depict any color in relation to its neighbor and not on its own. is this patch cooler or warmer in hue in relation to its neighbor? is it more or less saturated? is it lighter or darker in color?

once you have analyzed those properties, you can think of how you want to stylize them. would you like to lean the darker shades red? would you like to make one object more saturated than everything else in the picture, to draw the viewer’s attention to it? would you like to make all the lighter colors lighter and all the darker colors darker in order to up the contrast of your painting? the possibilities are endless.

here’s my little 15 minute study!

a digital painting of the apples.ALT

i made the background more green in hue because i wanted the apples to stand out more, pushed the highlights away from white and towards light green to make the color scheme more harmonious, and added purple to the shadows because that’s what i do. : ) among other things. it has changed both the mood and the lighting of the original photo! and you don’t have to follow this algorithm for everything, or indeed anything—you can play around with color any way you want.

you can do this kind of color nudging with color overlays in graphic software too, to a certain extent. for example, if you set a solid yellow layer to ‘darken color’ over a picture, it will turn all the pixels of that picture that are lighter in value than that particular yellow into that yellow. things like that can make your color palette more cohesive/limited, and doing those adjustments in your head as you paint (as opposed to on a separate layer) can make them look more varied and fun. no shame in color correction, use it! it’s a tool just like any traditional glaze is, and if you have a favorite 'glaze’, with practice you will figure out what it is you like about it and start incorporating that right at the painting stage.

tl;dr: observe the colors around you in relation to each other, experiment with them, and most importantly paint and practice a lot! thankfully there are no magical secrets, only color theory and practice 💪( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

for color theory reading, i recommend James Gurney’s Color and Light! it was recommended to me last year, and introduced me to the gamut map approach, which i hadn’t been familiar with before. i’ve only used it once but it was tremendous fun and taught me a couple new things.

hope this is helpful! happy painting 💜

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a digital lineart piece featuring Caleb and Essek from critical role. Essek is naked save for plain boxer-briefs, lying on his back with each of his forearms tied to the respective upper arm, with the elbows pointing up and the palms resting right next to his head on the pillow. he is blindfolded with a satiny sleeping mask, and is pressing his face into one of his raised arms. his legs are also tied, with his walking cane used as an improvised spreader bar, tucked in the fold between the calves and the back of his thighs. Caleb, dressed in a simple t-shirt that is slightly too big for him, is sitting on his haunches between Essek's spread thighs. he is pushing Essek's legs down closer to his stomach with his left hand on the back of Essek's thigh, while in his right hand he is holding a lit pillar candle, dripping melted wax onto Essek's chest with an expression of awe and reverence on his face.ALT

commission for @eldritchmochi, an illustration of a very steamy scene from his fic coping skills! 😏 (this chapter in particular!)

this picture was a very fun challenge for me from the point of view of posing, and y'all know me. always happy to draw ropes 💜 thank you for commissioning me!

zmeess:

digital thighs-up painting of an aasimar pointing a revolver gun off-screen. 

she is athletic and curvy, has dark brown skin with glowing golden freckles, and golden pupil-less eyes with black sclera. she wears her black-to-red-to-yellow ombre hair in long box braids that are flying around her with her dynamic movement. her ears look like small red-orange wings, and she has a crown of five red-orange crystals growing on her forehead along her hairline, as well as a few on her exposed shoulders.

she is dressed in a dark red embroidered duster over an unbuttoned red shirt, beige pants, and a dark corset. she is also wearing a cowboy hat, and there is a silver sheriff badge hanging off her leather neck armor.

she is looking in the same direction that she is pointing her gun in, with a fierce and wounded expression on her face; there are golden tears flowing down her cheeks. behind her are four very stylized wings, and a glowing halo.ALT

another commission for @tiddiechamp, her amazing aasimar gunslinger Montoya! it’s such an honor to draw her again, thank you for commissioning me 😭❤️

I actually have no memory of if I've sent you an ask before or if I got too scared and chickened out? Either way I just wanted to say I love your art, it's a blessing on my dash every time

thank you so much for taking time out of your day to message me, this ask made me smile so big 😭

*SPOILER WARNING*

i love your art <3


Ok that's probably not funny in this situation but you are an amazing artist and I adore your style and coloring. Have a nice day!

thank you!! this is also a great illustration of the fact that titling things with *SPOILER WARNING* doesn’t work, because my brain wasn’t fast enough to send the signal to stop reading to my eyes and i totally saw the ‘i love your art <3’ 🤭 i’m glad you enjoy my art 💜

adorkastock:

Aqua graphic with a collage of various poses in the middle. Text reads "draw everything June, coming soon, 9th annual month long drawing challenge, sign up on Adorkastock.com"ALT

It’s the 9th anniversary of my annual drawing challenge, Draw Everything June. Will I see you there? Sign up on Adorkastock.com!

this sounds incredibly fun! despite having known about adorkastock since my deviantart days, i only followed them like a month ago, so this is the first time i’m seeing Draw Everything June and i am excited to try!

i really encourage my fellow artists to participate too! and apparently if you complete the challenge in full, you can get a pose reference pack, which is a fun little bonus on top of all the awesome drawing & learning 😍

digital hips-up portrait of Essek Thelyss from Critical Role.

he is a young-looking drow with lavender skin, light violet eyes, and shoulder-length white wavy hair, the bangs artfully pulled back. he is dressed in layered dark robes: a cape with silver scale-like embroidery and short wide sleeves, a caftan-like jacket underneath with complex sleeves, a dark teal very high turtleneck peeking from underneath the open collar of the caftan, and a wide iridescent black sash sitting high on his waist, with a dark teal ribbon tied over it in a large but simple knot.

he is looking at the viewer with a confident expression and a barely-there smile, raising his right hand up to cast a spell that manifests as a small almost black orb.

the painting is done using a limited palette, with blacks leaning towards wine red and brown, and lights in a variety of dusky mint green, beige and lavender.ALT

i have finally watched episode 94! welcome back hot boy 💜

y'all might know that i am a staunch supporter of short haired Essek, so when i learned about his new hairstyle i went mmmmm not sure about that! but it took me like. two and a half hours to change my mind. it’s cool to experiment with your appearance! the dude deserves some cute fancy curls, as a treat. also zmeess you’ve been growing out your hair from a buzz cut for years, now he’s just like you fr or whatever the kids say.

so yeah, i support you man, you go and dazzle everyone with your fabulous Xhorhassian looks

tip jar!

p.s. haven’t watched eps 95 and 96 yet, please no spoilers! \o/

zmeess:

digital hips-up portrait of Essek Thelyss from Critical Role.

he is a young-looking drow with lavender skin, light violet eyes, and shoulder-length white wavy hair, the bangs artfully pulled back. he is dressed in layered dark robes: a cape with silver scale-like embroidery and short wide sleeves, a caftan-like jacket underneath with complex sleeves, a dark teal very high turtleneck peeking from underneath the open collar of the caftan, and a wide iridescent black sash sitting high on his waist, with a dark teal ribbon tied over it in a large but simple knot.

he is looking at the viewer with a confident expression and a barely-there smile, raising his right hand up to cast a spell that manifests as a small almost black orb.

the painting is done using a limited palette, with blacks leaning towards wine red and brown, and lights in a variety of dusky mint green, beige and lavender.ALT

i have finally watched episode 94! welcome back hot boy 💜

y'all might know that i am a staunch supporter of short haired Essek, so when i learned about his new hairstyle i went mmmmm not sure about that! but it took me like. two and a half hours to change my mind. it’s cool to experiment with your appearance! the dude deserves some cute fancy curls, as a treat. also zmeess you’ve been growing out your hair from a buzz cut for years, now he’s just like you fr or whatever the kids say.

so yeah, i support you man, you go and dazzle everyone with your fabulous Xhorhassian looks

tip jar!

p.s. haven’t watched eps 95 and 96 yet, please no spoilers! \o/

digital shoulders-up portrait of a half-elf, looking off-screen with a serene expression on her face. she has pale freckled skin, long brown hair with large messy curls and short bangs falling over her forehead, a heart-shaped face and large vivid green eyes. she is wearing green eyeshadow and is dressed in a top with a low neckline. she appears to be lit with bright sunlight, and the background behind her is a warm green color.ALT

commission for @mozzys-stuff, his half-elf druid Nele! i don’t often work with warm color schemes, so this sweetheart was a genuine treat to paint 💚 thank you for commissioning me!

i'm perennially in love with your work but lately i've been so curious about your rendering process. mainly, do you work in solid blocks of color, or do you use transparent layers to build up your values? ive started doing traditional oil painting and some of the glazing techniques remind me of the way your skin tones look!

hi, thank you! 💜

95% the former! every so often i would use a separate layer to sketch out the lighting, but then i merge it with the main underpainting and continue rendering on one layer. that’s so fun that my art reminds you of some oil techniques, i actually didn’t know transparent layers could be used in oil painting beyond pretty much just one or two finishing lacquers/glazes! putting this on my ‘to read up on’ list.

zmeess:

digital shoulders-up portrait of a half-elf, looking off-screen with a serene expression on her face. she has pale freckled skin, long brown hair with large messy curls and short bangs falling over her forehead, a heart-shaped face and large vivid green eyes. she is wearing green eyeshadow and is dressed in a top with a low neckline. she appears to be lit with bright sunlight, and the background behind her is a warm green color.ALT

commission for @mozzys-stuff, his half-elf druid Nele! i don’t often work with warm color schemes, so this sweetheart was a genuine treat to paint 💚 thank you for commissioning me!

four digital sketches of Essek and Caleb from Critical Role, all of them depicting them kissing sweetly or with their faces close to each other, about to kiss. Caleb is portrayed as a freckled human with medium-length wavy hair and a beard, while Essek is a drow with curly hair, the length of which varies in each sketch from short to long, either let down or put up in a bun with a wooden stick.ALT

i have finally finished watching c3ep95! congratulations to Essek Thelyss for probably having this ☝ in his mind on repeat 24/7 /j

tip jar!

ashisafriedpickle:

So called “Free Thinkers” when @zmeess posts

(Post, go reblog <3)

aksarah:

hello-eeveev:

a series of screenshots of Matt Mercer playing Essek. 1. he looks judgmental, 2. he grimaces, 3. he looks uncomfortable(?), 4. he has one elbow resting on the back of his chair, the other held in front of him, and he looks concerned, 4. he laughs, 5. he holds his hands out to mine magic, and he looks over his shoulder with a slight, smug grinALT

Matt had Essek make so many Faces last episode and I love them I love him 💜

@zmeess …. just sayin’…

working on an Essek expression sheet already don’t you worry 😏

First of all I just wanna say that whenever you post I scream a little bit, I love your work so so much 😭

Idk if you’ve talked about this before but I was wondering about your thoughts on Molly x Caleb. I’m a shadowgast enthusiast myself, but I always felt that if Molly had lived longer they would have had more romantic overtures with Caleb. I know Caleb gets paired with literally everyone in this fandom, but none of the pairings really felt right to me except for widowmauk (and shadowgast ofc). Something about a character who has no past and no interest in learning their past vs a man who defines himself solely by his past mistakes and is completely consumed by them. Idk it’s really compelling to me and I wanted to know your thoughts •^•

hi, thank you so much! that’s so sweet of you 🥺

as for my thoughts on widomauk: i think my answer might disappoint you, but i am practically indifferent to that pairing 😂 in fact, before i joined the fandom after finishing the campaign, i had been a relatively quiet watcher for years and the first cr ship that interested me was fjolly. all i remember from my diving into the cr tag on ao3 at the time was a) ‘how come more people don’t ship the potential disaster that is fjolly’ and b) 'WHY is there so much Caleb/Molly’. i’ve never had anything against that ship, but it also never really grabbed me 🤭 i do agree with you though that had Molly lived, him and Caleb definitely would have had something going on.

but honestly, i think practically any Caleb ship has/had lots of potential because Caleb has a heart the size of exandria and is in love with everybody /j