December 2022

GOODNESS GRACIOUS. Do you take commissions? Because your work is WOW. 👀

My Commissions are currently closed, but if you want to be updated on Commissions specifically, I give updates in my discord server concerning those! <:

It is not the most active of servers, but I mostly intend to use it to keep in touch with people who shift platforms.

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oh wow so glad to see you have a tumblr! your art is amazing and i was wondering if you could tell us a bit about your oc ipos? she has to be my favorite design of yours but how did she die? was she a werebear before or is that recent? if she's a hollow one is she trying to get her soul back? :0 sry if that's too many questions!

Ohh I’m so glad you like her! She was my first DnD character, so her story is a little lackluster tbh. I by far didn’t think I’d stick to DnD as long as I did, but here we are–

also, exciting since… I haven’t actually gotten to write more in-depth responses in a while, having used Twitter for a good while.

Basically, I went the vampire route, she was born human, and she chugged some bear gods blood when she was young because she was a big bug fan growing up, and thought that it would give her the ability to speak with them, due to being the only other person she knew growing up being rather reluctant to talk much. (I keep forgetting how simple and silly her reason was to do this)

The blood itself didn’t quite “kick in” and she just assumed it failed and moved on, but when she was killed later by the person she lived with (who went vampire apeshit, which is why she got the bitemarks), she came back in the hybrid form (according to DM 1500 years later-) and now seems to be in somewhat of a symbiotic relationship.

This was at least the layout I gave the DM, but at this point, I’m not sure how true some of this information is anymore.

Some stuff the creature she merged with stated, seemed to relate to the remains of a dying/dead god that is trying to get away from its original body, due to the original body it came from being corrupted by something fiendish, seemingly trapped in some dark cavern…

Atm, I got a bit of a theory that her shift might actually be a genetic thing, but I haven’t quite gotten the full conclusion of all that yet. Basically recently she saw her (supposedly) father in a painting, however, he had his eyes closed… which could either serve as a hint or a false bait laid out by the Dungeon Master.

Idk too much on the state of her soul atm :‘0 but I remember the DM referring to her soul being rather the opposite to gone, but possibly rather resilient instead. So no idea tbh.

As well as some pieces made to illustrate the “mindscape” or visions that basically displayed her and the being she is merged with interacting.

Additionally, there is this piece done by @rema-rin which I rather like for it as well-

does ipos have a partner 👀👀

Officially she is Aroace so not really but-

(Upon DM’s discretion)

Partner in the streets

VS

Partner in the sheets

curious, is vermonson an only child or do they have any siblings? is there a mom in the picture or is goat dad a single parent?

Damn I would not quite be able to disclose a lot of that on here, in case the players are looking around here- but they at least have one sibling, much older than them, which is the grandparent of their cousin Sylvie uvu Perhaps I’ll be able to share more later on this-

They are a late child of their father but they are most certainly not his first family- and possibly not his last

i am just in love with ipos 😍 she's often scowling and intimidating and i imagine she's cold towards strangers but what about loved ones if she has them? is she different with people that get to know her or just the same? also why did she take up drinking?

Man I am glad you like her! She is probably one if not my favorite character at current, purely cuz of how much she has been thru…

Hmm with loved ones it depends, but I do think she can be a big softy when it comes to especially family, although she might not express it in the softest of ways.

I feel like with the people that get to know her it’s less of a “she acts differently” and more of an “if you get to know her, you recognize the intent behind her actions more”.

Her choices are often rather considerate of individual people, as she recognizes their efforts and goals and tries to adjust her plans to those if need be… but I do not think she would openly say that in most scenarios, and characters that cannot look past the facade may remain to believe she is just cold u-u

Hey Awks!

Would you ever consider doing a commission that is basically a redraw of an old commission you've done before?

(yes hi it me, I commissioned you to draw my Aarakocra like a year and a half ago (if u remember)) I am asking for the future btw! I know u are closed rn and also I don't have budget for art atm,,,

Huh, I think I would be absolutely down actually! I personally find it rather fun to revisit old pieces and get to compare my own improvement… if anybody commissioned me to redraw an old piece that was done for them I think I would love that, yeah :0

Can I ask what kind of race or flavoured race is your humanoid character with the flaming canine head? Their design is so cool!

They were based on a fire genasi! I saw some of them with fire hair and rllyy wanted to mess around with that uvu