March 2023

food


I rlly wanna get better with values and colors and all that but still lean into the gentler/subtle direction… mmmm figuring out what I wanna do

experimenting for now

Food

I might’ve accidentally called you “bro” in my last ask, my bad I didn’t mean to use a gendered term. I sent the ask and then completely forgot what I’d written it’s 11pm but apologies anyway

Ur okay, I approve of “bro” and “dude” as enby words

Man your art is very gender in a soulful, haunted way. Like if wandering througb a foggy, relatively barren land and happening upon the ruins of an ancient building and wondering what happened was rolled into a gender identity. Does this make sense

I like the way you’ve put it tbh.

Gender identity has been a pretty big topic all throughout my life, but it is only in the last couple of years that I feel I can really recognize it and acknowledge what it is I wish to portray and explore, so seeing others recognize that attempt within my work is very encouraging.

I’m glad I get to share my journey with others~

Your arts is The Good Stuffs mhm, very nice

Mmm thank u very kind, yes

Your storytelling skills are hugely inspiring, whenever you post tidbits of your characters’ lives I find myself immersed in the art, trying to string together a narrative from what other pieces you’ve posted, and also perhaps to learn a thing or two about rendering as your painting is visually rich and very pleasing

Overall thank you for sharing your craft with the world!

Awe I am very glad you enjoy it! ;; I am very reluctant about sharing most of my world-building because unlike my art I have never really had the pleasure of sharing it publically and receiving affirmation for it, assuring me that it’s good.

I’d like to think most of my story concepts are rather generic, it’s just the conversation spawning out of those settings that I find most pleasant… getting to confront a mindset I’ve written is very fun.

Some demon posts

compiled some sketches into one lil collection cuz I like em all

I get to share this Grayscale Commission for Grilin on Twitter

All in all, very happy to have an excuse to do some slightly more refined rendering uvu

Working on a cat line art and figuring out how far I want the customization options to go–

Idk if I am going overkill at this point

Goat art

+ art by @rema-rin that I felt the need to add after the last u-u

The fire demons 👀 is there anywhere else I can learn more about them (And your other OCs too honestly!) cause I want to absorb as much lore like a sponge 💖💖💖 Also are fanart for your OCs ok? :0c

((btw your art is phenomenal and gives my brain good chemicals C: Love seeing you on my dash! ^v^

Awe I would love to share more about them - they are DnD characters so a lot of their story is still developing, but I do hope with a bit more time I may be able to make small comic strips in the future to show off their dynamic a bit more!

Also yes I more than welcome fanart if you feel tempted at all!

And thank you kindly! Having moved to Tumblr has genuinely been such a pleasant surprise, people are very kind and welcoming here! uvu

thechekhov:

if you think about it, every time we tranquilize animals to transport them safely to another place, we are the sleep paralysis demon

mmm yes I like this


Let me actually share the tiefling that the angsty satyr got a massive crush on

Treating myself with some more art of the hounds and the trace of a friend not too far away


Wanted to illustrate their dynamic somewhat while still keeping it somewhat abstract and simple uvu hope I did well

What upsets me is that I cannot think of good ways to communicate the thrill of environmental shapes


like communicating “Oh these rocks intertwine into this really fun parkour that you have to maneuver around by doing blablabla”

I sometimes feel like descriptions cannot quite match the feeling of the adrenaline that is to crawl through hidden spaces and reach high up trees and squeeze through small corners… or the thrill of seeing an environment that is so strangely shaped that it is exciting to wanna work around it.

Hovering mid-air floating pieces of land that you can jump across, roots that reach so high that they create little caverns under themselves…

Those are the sort of descriptions I wanna learn to do, but I gotta think for a while every time, so especially in a scenario like hosting DnD I worry I won’t ever be as good if I don’t pre-write chunks of my narration.

Can’t help but think of Tumblr as my “smokey fire dog” posting place

Trying to stay active on studying and improving my art somehow-

Additionally did this rendering study … really hoping to get better with rendering human faces, but its still a bit tricky- though I am gaining confidence knowing I’m going somewhere

Sketch page while I get my head space in order again

Comparing this latest piece of Ipos to a render I did of her in 2021, since I felt like I really needed to just… remind myself that I’ve been improving my work, one step at a time.

I may still have a long way to go, but its nice knowing I haven’t been stagnant uvu

laying out some sketching


gonna go over this another time, but I wanted to keep track of a thought I had

Sooo they said some things that are mildly concerning mayhaps during a one on one session-


Been refining the design a bit and hope to figure out a consistent style to draw them in in the future

Additionally happy to announce they’ve managed to bait the party wizard into a contract to bind themselves to the material plane

Reminder to myself that bad days do not make you a deceiver.

Sometimes you may not feel as good at what you do as you would on other days. That doesn’t mean you are lying.

A good effort yesterday doesn’t make the effort today a lesser one. You still tried, and that is all I ask.

You didn’t forget how to draw and you haven’t lied to everyone about how good you really are.

You just have your ups and downs and that is okay too. Take it easy and take it slow. Every effort you make is one you should be thankful for.

Don’t stop trying, even if the results today are less than what you had hoped for.

You’re not a failure today and you’ll get to try again tomorrow.

Rest up now.

Hello allow me to show the latest faces I have been drawing, for I have been trying very hard

with just a little more confidence I hope to mayhaps even open commissions for these types of headshots next month—

how much roughly would commissions be if you open them? 👀

If you’re talking the headshot illustrations? Huhm not sure yet, haven’t priced headshots in a good bit

awkwardosthe3rd:

a hand that wants to be held

This is probably the first time a post of mine has received so much attention that I actually didn’t find the time to read every single response made to it


I didn’t think Tumblr of all places would be the one to introduce me to that - now that it has calmed down- the reblogs are nuts, thank you for your time

Trying to visualize the concept of a lightless void that persists within light itself without either canceling out the other.

This dynamic is important to me so I’d hate to fail it in the visual already–

Having these two characters complement each other even though their shared experiences have left them estranged is something I hadn’t thought I’d have such a tough time visualizing…

I really want to convey the difference between loud and silent mania with them, though I feel like my attempts thus far have been pretty tame

How expressive can fire even be

awkwardosthe3rd:

How expressive can fire even be

This is the noises they will be greeting u with